Chapter Thirty Eight I had a text off Chris telling me that he was only about half an hour away… that was over 45 minutes ago, So, he will be here literally any second. I was sat on the edge of my sofa, my hands gripped on to the hem of my dress tight, I felt like I was going to throw up again. I heard some car doors slamming outside, but I was too scared to go and look to see if it was him.. But then a loud knock came on my door, I felt like I had jumped out of my skin. Jesus Christ, now or never… Was never an option? I must have taken to long to answer because he knocked again. ‘Come on Tracy, Stop being such a f*****g p***y. He isn’t a stranger. Just do this’. I gave myself a pep talk, trying to build the courage up. Standing up, I crossed the small amount of floor space to th

