🥀Eva🥀
I didn’t sleep that night,The letter sat on my desk, unopened now but still loud in the way it pressed itself into the edges of my thoughts. The crimson wax was cracked where I had broken it, but the seal—the moth wrapped in thread—still seemed to pulse faintly under candlelight,Come alone.
I couldn’t decide if the voice in my head that whispered those words was mine or someone else’s. Someone darker. Someone braver.
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By morning, the world outside had turned to silver.
Fog curled around the bell towers and drifted low across the lawn. The buildings loomed like relics in a dream—sharp-edged silhouettes against a sky too pale to be real. Wetherhall had always been dramatic in its beauty, but today it looked like it had been painted by someone obsessed with ghosts.
“Are you okay?” Rowan asked as we sat under the stone arches near the courtyard, sipping coffee that tasted like burned poetry.
I must’ve looked strange—eyes rimmed with shadow, hands fidgeting beneath the table.
“Didn’t sleep,” I said. “Too much thinking.”
Rowan studied me, head tilted. “Thinking about Lucian Vale?”
I blinked. “Why would I be?”
A slow smile. “Oh, no reason. Only that he’s apparently been asking about you.”
That landed like a dropped pin in a silent cathedral.
I tried to keep my voice casual. “Who told you that?”
Rowan shrugged. “People talk. Especially when they think no one’s listening.”
I looked away, tracing a vein in the marble table. “What do you know about the Chapel of St. Dymphna?”
Rowan’s body went very still.
For a moment, I thought they wouldn’t answer. Then they leaned in, voice low. “That’s not on any student tour. It’s locked. Off-limits. Supposedly condemned.”
“But it’s not.”
Rowan’s gaze sharpened. “Why do you care?
I almost told them. Almost said because someone invited me there at midnight like I’m walking into a secret or a sacrifice. But instead, I lied.
“I just… heard something. A rumor.”
Rowan stood suddenly, slinging their cello case onto their back. “Be careful, Eva. Not every invitation is meant to be accepted.”
They walked away without waiting for a reply.
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I spent the rest of the day in class, but none of it stuck. I barely registered Professor Bellamy's lecture on Romanticism, even though he stared at me once like he could see straight through my skin. The halls seemed narrower than usual, the air more electric ,By evening, I had made my choice,I would go.
I dressed in black,Not out of drama, but instinct. A soft sweater, my longest coat, boots that didn’t make noise. I pulled my hair into a low braid and tucked the letter into my sketchbook like a talisman.
The chapel was on the edge of campus, past the old conservatory and behind a locked iron gate. Or at least, it was supposed to be locked,At 11:58 p.m., I arrived to find the gate already open.
The mist was thick and heavy, clinging to my clothes, seeping into my lungs. The chapel rose in front of me—stone columns choked in ivy, gargoyles crumbling from the arch, stained glass blackened by time and shadows,The heavy wooden door stood ajar,Candlelight flickered from within,I stepped inside.
It was warmer than I expected. The air smelled of wax and dust and roses left too long in water. Dozens of candles lined the pews, dripping onto marble. Their light made the stained glass pulse in muted reds and golds. Shadows danced across the altar.
Ten people stood in a semi-circle, all cloaked in black.
They wore half-masks—some silver, some bone. No one spoke.
Callista Pryne stepped forward, her mask fashioned like a swan with blood-tipped feathers.
Eva Moreau,” she said, as though she had been waiting all her life to say my name.
“I’m honored,” I managed, though my voice felt scraped thin.
She circled me slowly, like a lion with a new toy. “You’ve been watched. Observed. Admired. Do you know what it means to be chosen?”
My throat dried. “No.”
Callista stopped in front of me. Her eyes glittered behind the mask. “It means someone in this room has found you... worthy.”,The word echoed, stained in smoke,Someone stepped forward,Tall,Black coat. Gloves. A mask shaped like a raven’s beak,He said nothing,But I knew,I knew him by the way the air shifted.
Lucian.
He reached into his coat and drew out something small—an old fountain pen.
He placed it gently into my open palm,Not a rose,Not a key,A pen.
Write. Bleed. Be beautiful.
“Do you accept?” Callista asked.
I looked at Lucian Vale, at the way he watched me like I was already a line in his poem. Like I had always been.
“Yes,” I whispered,And the circle closed around me.
That night, after I returned to my dorm, I found another letter waiting on my pillow,This one was not sealed.
No wax. Just folded parchment, thin and trembling at the edges like it had traveled through someone’s chest before reaching me.
Eva,
You’ve stepped into the dark, and I will not let you go.
You were meant for ink and madness. For me.
Don’t ask how I know.
Some things are felt before they are written.
—L
I read it once,Then twice,Then I held it to my lips like it might tell me who I was becoming.
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Lucian❤️‍🔥
Entry — Midnight, St. Dymphna’s Chapel
She came.
She walked through the chapel doors like a question waiting to be ruined.
Dressed in black. Silent as a breath not taken. The kind of silence that unmans you—not because it’s soft, but because it is full of permission. I watched her fingers tighten around the hem of her coat as if she knew this was not a place for innocence.
Good.
Because I am not looking for someone to save. I am looking for someone who understands why we fall in love with things that destroy us.
And Eva Moreau—she is already breaking beautifully.
When Callista said her name aloud, I tasted it.
Eva.
It doesn’t belong to her anymore. It belongs to me now.
She stood there, flickering like a candle caught in a draft—delicate, but not fragile. There is a difference. Fragile things shatter. Delicate things survive by seduction, by grace.
She thinks she’s small. Temporary. A passing thing.
She isn’t.
I’ve seen the way her pencil hesitates on the page. The way she looks at shadows like they’re begging to be understood. I know that loneliness. That hunger.
She answered my letters. She didn’t run.
That’s how I knew she was mine.
I gave her my pen.
Not a flower. Not a ribbon. A tool. A weapon.
Let her write her way to me. Let her bleed herself into the story. Let her understand that this—this—is not a courtship. It is a reckoning.
The Club will want her. Of course they will. They’ll want to shape her, test her, pull her apart and say it’s art.
But I saw her first.
They can have her talent.
I will have her ruin.
—L