OBSESSION (MUZANXTANJIRO)

Chapter Eleven

Tanjiro p.o.v

I stay in the room where Muzan bring me and it's not in the infinity fortress I think it's his house I don't know where it is when I woke up I already here and Muzan was at the bathroom taking shower.

I sit for a while at the bed to recollect what's happen when I remember it I start to cry again ' it's hurt huhuhu~(crying sound) how could they lie to me and used me? I've been a good friend to them.. .. I've been true to them .. .. but why they lied to me? ' I whisper while crying scared that Muzan would hear me but I know he already knew that I was crying

" stop wasting your tears for those waste of time, I already told you that they're not trustworthy but you did not listen " Muzan said while leaning at the bathroom door.

I could see the water droplets and the cold aura his emitting as if saying that he was right that I was going to get hurt by trusting them.

" I'm sorry.. .. I'm so sorry.. *hic* *hic* I should listen to you in the first place but.. .. *hic* *hic* I act stubbornly for trusting them * hic* *hic* " I say between my cry I was like a child telling my parent I did something wrong and regret it very much.

Muzan walk to the bedside and sit near me, he grab me into hug to comfort me I cry and cry out my heart because of feeling betrayed and trampled on

" I'm sorry.. I'm sorry .. " I keep saying sorry because of what happen even I know it's not my fault but I feel like it's my fault.

" Stop saying sorry for no reason love , you did not do anything wrong they did ok? Stop blaming your self ok? " he's comforting me and I feel at ease.

Muzan p.o.v

Tanjiro is staying in our room he still feel down about what happen but it's good that he's feeling that way.

It was a sight to be hold to see him (tanjiro) to broken and run to his arms willingly. Ahh how he dream of this after so long.

After Tanjiro stay with those pests he became stubborn and disobedient. Thinking of those days that he ignore me and won't look at me or glare at me like I'm someone he hated the most, it's hurt like hell.

He well forget that b@st@rd and he (Tanjiro) will come back to me and we will be together forever I will ask him to be a demon so he can stay with me.

Right now I was asking the uppermoon to kill demon slayer as many as they can and the uppermoon 6 died

It's make my blood boil just thinking that an upper moon was killed but I understand. Those sibling's still had lingering feeling with there past.

" Heh, I knew that this would happen if Goutaro left his sister behind he would be powerful than he is, I don't have any expectations from them " I said and continue to what I'm doing, now that only uppermoon 1-5 is still alive don't need anyone because I already achieve my goal so those d@mn pest are not needed any longer.

It's actually up to them to live on their own now that sun won't hider us. Their old enough to fend for themselves.

I was able to walk in the sun without burning myself to death, I become a perfect being of this world and Tanjiro will be staying at my side and rule this world.

But with how kindhearted he was it will be meaningless. Just thinking of time when I first lost him, that was the wake up call on me.

I always thought he was merely a substitute to Yukiro but my love towards him was different than the feeling I have towards Yukiro.

Yukiro was the first person who don't pity me, and didn't criticize me. Whatever bad behavior I have or how difficult to serve me he stay.

With that, I mistake my feeling as love instead of gratitude.

It has a big difference between love and gratitude, when I first learn that reincarnation was real or so I thought. I want to give everything to Yukiro (Tanjiro) I want to pay my debt of gratitude to him.

I was eager to make him not to be burden by the same life. I want only the best for him, but just thinking of it I really don't want him to be my bride. I want to repay him for taking care of me but not a vow of eternal love nor be my husband(wife) but to make his life easier than before.

But when I learn that Tanjiro and Yukiro was not the same but different person with slightly similar. I realized how dump ass I am, my feeling to them was very different, a big world apart.

I love Tanjiro, I long for him. His touch, his heart, his soul, his warmth, his everything. I want him to be one with me, to stay by my side, to always look at me with those eyes that full of love. I lust for his body only for him, I long for his hot breath, and whisper his love for me.

Very different from what I want to Yukiro, just thinking of my past self I want to smack it in the head and change every brain I have in my body. Having seven brain was really useless, I even don't know how to differentiate the feeling I have. Not untill I almost lost him.

" i***t. " I whispered to myself

Now that everything going according to the plan, it's a wonderful things to have. Just imagining it, make my heart feel thrilled.

" How wonderful was that " I whisper

" what it is master? " Douma ask

" why are you still here? " I glared at him and I see him smile but that make me more disgusted for I know he could never know what it's mean to smile an emotionless demon.

I even don't understand myself how did I keep up with this b@stard untic. Well I was even amaze of how could Akaza keep up with him, they will live together so may be they needed to keep understanding each other.

I really wonder how Akaza keep with this b@stard Or he has that kind of kink.

" Nakime " I called and the biwa sounded and Douma disappeared.

I preparing my plan when Kokushibo came and ask me with something useless. I feel my stress is going up from this unnecessary event. I even don't know where they get this courage to forget who I am to them.

" Kokushibo do not come at me with this useless thing, why would I care about your quarrel to Nakime? When you can solve it yourselve " I said while glaring at him

" But master, Douma say that I could ask you some advice because your quite good at it " He said and look at me with hopeful eyes. It's send shivers to my spine, just what kind of food Nakime feed this stupid dog for him to act like this.

Should I kill Douma for suggesting this to Kokushibo? It really annoying of how they make me regrets my decision.

Where's my Kokushibo? That emotionless b@stard, who don't even bat his eyes when he killed his own brother? Who the f^ck is this?

" then why not ask that pest who tell you that, I have no idea about your problems with your relationship he was extremely expert in that area because he always have fight to Akaza " I said and continue my work

" as you wish master " Kokushibo said and disappeared what with this stupid thing only matter now is Tanjiro I need to plan our wedding.

It must be the most unforgettable moment in our life. Although I can marry him many times as long as he like it. But first time must be special, unique to the feeling.

Just thinking of it, I can't stop myself from smiling. Him (tanjiro) walking to the red carpet with his traditional wedding dress makes me the happiest person in the world.

" Heh, I feel like teenagers who first feel love that's quiet cringe that my soul feel frozen " I mustered and look at the planning schedule

" just wait and everything will be perfect " I smile and continue writing my plan.

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