Talking heals,
Healing is a journey.
Nina
Red is the colour of dominate. And gold is colour of luxury success so red and gold indicates you are control over your successful rich life. Satisfied from my red dress and gold jewellery.
I walked out of my room, liking the noise my block heels makes into the kitchen.
" Didn't the cook made my breakfast?" I asked looking at 3Ps cooking scramble eggs that I ordered the cook.
I have to fire that cook.
" Actually, I fire the cook because I'm the new cook," 3Ps announced with wide smile showing his crooked teeth.
I sat on the chair pulling my phone out to check my appointment again just to make sure.
" Then give my scramble eggs," I ordered placing my phone on the table as 3Ps placed my plate.
" I added olives, onions, tomato, chillies and cheese to make flavourful. Hopefully, you like this cook's food," He dramatically talks. Looks like he is a foodie same as sister of justice.
He was still standing as I eat, he might waiting for me to finish my breakfast. Like a proper servant.
" So how is it?" He asked. That's why he was standing. Disappointing.
" Just like it should," I answered as I open Pinterest to decide the aesthetic of my characters.
It's easy to decide the aesthetic and then the quality of the characters. My female hacker loves drama and acting, that would be hers unfulfilled dream.
I walked out of the villa, Rishab was already waiting with the car. He open the door without me telling him.
Since my female hacker was into drama then her fashion sense will be vintage and elegant. Then how come she become an hacker?
What makes people to drop their dreams and choose something else? What makes people to drop their dreams and choose something else? What makes people to drop their dreams and choose something else?
" I always wanted to be a teacher but after marriage it was impossible, " Amma answers my question.
So love made female hacker to drop her dream. I have to make her partner bad after all she have to end up with the mafia boss.
What if he raised his hand? Or cheated on her... That's overrated. Ignorant? Not good reason to leave him or hate him.
What if he uploaded private videos of the female hacker and that's why she become an hacker in first place? That's amazing.
The car stop making me to look out of the door to see I have reach the hospital. Walking to the recipient, I sense she is a snake,
" Good morning, ma'am," She greeted with a kind smile.
Without saying, I shown my appointment in the phone screen as I look around. It wasn't crowdered. That's nice yet the beating in my guts started anyway.
" Dr. Ali Khan isn't here yet, you have to wait, ma'am," She talk professionally.
I walked to the sitting area and sat on the nearest chair. Beating traveled to my leg, this time my hand was about to stop it. But my mind started to remind me.
Only Dr. Ali Khan was the therapist who didn't take bribes or scared of Scale-skin. He made sure to tell other doctors to show or tell me he have control over the doctors.
That's why I hated to go to therapists. How can I trust them when they are in touch with Scale-skin.
" I'm sorry, Nina. You won't be going to any therapists now," Papa repeated his line when he got a call from Dr. Ali Khan.
Distract. Distract...
" Nina," Dr. Ali Khan's voice vanish Papa away.
" Hello, Dr. Khan," I stood up and looked at his eyes for one two three.
" After long time, it's nice to see you," He said raising his hand out while I debate.
Should I shake his hand? Should I shake his hand? Should I shake his hand?
He return his hand into his pocket as I was debating and said,
" Why don't we go inside and talk?" He said and gesture to his office letting me go first.
I sat down the chair while he pulls out a file before sitting.
" After me, you didn't went to see any therapist. Why is that?" He asked with interest.
" After that call from you, Papa was okay to not letting me go to therapy. What did you said to him?" I asked and continue to speak as I sense he won't open his mouth easily.
" I'm not a child anymore. Does it relate to him?"
" Who are you exactly talking about?" He question back as I takes his paper stand and started to rotate it.
" He contacted you same as he did with others," I muttered focusing on the spin.
" Did those doctors ever told you that?" He asked sounding concern.
" He is concern, Nina," Eve confirmed.
" They would mention his name, one had his photo on the table. Why didn't you listen to him?" I question at Dr. Ali Khan's eye that hold compassion. A emotion I saw a lot in sister of justice.
" He had not right on you, Nina," I laugh at Dr. Ali Khan's word.
" He says otherwise," I blurted out.
" What? Nina, you should involved police...," I interrupted him saying,
" He is beyond their reach and you know it as well,"
" When was the last time he talked to you?" Dr. Ali Khan questioned.
" I met him at my cousin's wedding. He didn't made any effort to talk but his presence told a lot," I shared throwing paper stand on my other hand and throwing it back to another hand. It's like I'm playing throw and catch.
I looked at the certificates hang in the wall.
" Aren't you going to question me?" I asked.
" I was waiting for you to explain your statement. What did his presence said?" He question making me smirked.
" Those can't be described in words," I lied.
" Can you express in art like you used to do?" He pulled a pen out of the holder and started to write on a paper.
" I don't want to do that," I said placing the paper stand back to his place.
" Why did you never reveal his name to your parents?" He asked
" Since when you started to question a lot? You used to be quiet letting me speak," I changed the topic as I look at him for one, two, three.
" I change my method, Nina. Answer my question," He demanded.
" He told not to tell... After he hurt me but now that I am an adult... I can't help but listen," I confessed looking at the soft toys that are kept in a corner.
" Have you ever though why are you still listening to him?" He asked as I stood up to take an panda from the toys.
" I did and found my answer which I won't tell you, Dr. Khan," I admitted covering the panda's eye with his paws. Playing peek-a-boo.
" Okay, What's happening in your life now?" He change the topic making my beating vanish.
" I am fashion designer," I told sitting back on the chair with the Panda.
" That's great, you did show interest in clothing first time we met," He commented.
" You remember that," I huffed in surprised.
" I have a strong memory, Nina," He said with a smile that brought back the irregular beats in my guts and heart but it was stronger than ever.
" I am done with this meeting for now," I announced and walked out of the Office ignoring Dr. Ali Khan's voice.
" I shouldn't have trusted him," I though back to Eve.
" Give him a chance to explain," She suggested.
" No human can have strong memory and he smelled like a human. He is hiding his true nature, " I though back to Eve and declared,
" I can't trust him anymore, "
I stand out of the hospital's door waiting for the car. As expected, Rishab wasn't need to be instructed. I like his dedication.
" Miss Nina, where do you want to do?" He asked.
" Villa," I said thinking about Dr. Ali Khan.
Distract. Distract. Distract.
Being born in mafia would have made male character strong, strict, silent man. That's overrated.
Readers loves characters filled with jokes, sarcasm and expressive. After all it related to them.
So mafia boss will have those qualities. Since he is kinda funny and excited character, he will play around the female hacker. Making her trap in his cage as a punishment for stealing from him.
" I am loving where this is going," Eve purrs.
Before I could thought back to Eve, my phone ring.
It's Disha.
" Yo," I answered the call.
" How are you going, Nina?" She asked as I looked at my nails.
" I'm tired from the therapy, " I replied.
" Oh, how was it?" She asked again.
" Tiring," I answered looking outside the window noticing the surrounding this time.
" I called to ask why is Krish going to Alpha class with Ansh? Is it to spy on him?" Disha asked sister of justice's question for sure.
" I don't need him to spy on someone," I gasped in shock. I will never pick 3Ps for that.
" He is member of our pack so he should learn to be one. So I send him to the class," I said looking at the other side window.
" I didn't get it," She stated making me look at my feet.
" Sol Hudo is an royal pack that means all of us holds a rank and value that others will look up to. They will make to us to make deals or ask help so for that we are to have leadership qualities which those newcomers don't have," I explained.
" That's right...," Disha spoke thoughtfully.
" You should make Geeta and her sister attend those classes after all they don't have a mindset like an leader," I muttered.
" I will talk to them...," I interrupted Disha saying,
" They will say no to Alpha class. You should order them because they won't consider about our pack or our lives. Remember Haniya said to make our pack strong. Those newcomers have to be strong as well,"
" I will tell the council to conduct Alpha classes," Disha announced making me smirked.
"Bye," I muttered and cut the call with a smile.
" Why are you interest in sending Geeta and her siblings to Alpha class?" Eve asked.
" They are members of the pack because they are weak. Also have Disha and sister of justice's pity. So when they become smart and strong that will make sympathy vanish. Making it easier for me to throw them out of the pack," I explained my plan.
" Or won't it be hard to throw then out?" Eve question.
" No, I can handle those kind of people, " I thought back.