I must confess that talking to the doctor helped me a lot. I'm still hurt, disappointed, angry, and resentful. I can't deny that I miss him a lot, especially when sleeping, but it's part of my new reality, and I fell asleep without thinking.
I wake up and think about how I'm going to proceed from now on. Reflecting, I understand that none of what happened was my fault. I did everything within my reach for this marriage. I am not to blame for anything, so all that's left is for me to get up and move forward—for myself and for my son.
From now on, I will be a lioness. I will draw strength from where I don't have it to fight because one thing is clear: if she thought she was going to trample on me, she is gravely mistaken. I will rise as the queen that I am—the one who can't lower her head
