After coming home, I didn't want to talk to anyone. I just greeted everyone and went up to my room. I took paper and pen and started writing what I really want for my life and what options I can take regarding each possible scenario about Joel's health.
With all the pros and cons written down, I started to clarify each decision I need to make and the steps to follow for each one. It's true, I have a son on the way. I need to be more organized. I can't live expecting things to happen by themselves, and I can't let my family make decisions for me anymore. Now I am the head of a family, and as such, I must act. With or without Joel, I must be prepared to move forward with my son!
I know it may sound bad, but if Joel has permanent damage, I could hire someone to help me take care of him and
