The first call came three days later, at 7:14 in the morning.
I was in the kitchen making coffee when my phone buzzed. The screen showed a number I did not recognize, but I knew the area code. It was the firm.
I let it ring. Then I let it ring again. On the third call, I picked up.
"Hello."
"Mr. Ellison?" It was a woman's voice, calm and professional. "This is Belinda Marsh from Halloran & Vance. Mr. Halloran asked me to reach out to you."
"He did."
"Yes. We need to discuss the data migration you completed before your departure. There appears to be a discrepancy in the archived files."
"A discrepancy."
"Some of the files appear to be corrupted. The new system is not reading them properly. Mr. Halloran was hoping you might come in to help us resolve it."
I poured coffee into my mug. "I don't work there anymore, Ms. Marsh."
"I understand. But you designed the migration process. No one else knows the system as well as you do."
"That's probably true."
"We're prepared to compensate you for your time. Generously."
I took a sip of coffee. It was too hot, but I drank it anyway. "How generous?"
She mentioned a number. It was more than I had made in my last three months at the firm. I set down my mug and looked out the kitchen window. The morning was gray and still, the kind of morning that made you want to stay indoors.
"I'll think about it," I said.
"We need an answer today, Mr. Ellison."
"Then I'll call you back today."
I hung up before she could say anything else. Then I went upstairs to get dressed. Diane was in the bathroom, running the shower, and I could hear her singing softly, the way she did when she was trying to pretend she was not worried. I had not told her about the copies. I had not told her about the drive. As far as she knew, I had not made any decision at all.
But I had. I had made it in the middle of the night, lying awake and listening to her breathe, and I had not changed my mind since.
I got dressed and went back downstairs. I had just finished my coffee when the phone rang again. This time, the caller ID showed Derek's number. I stared at it for a moment. He and I had never called each other outside of work. In three years, we had never even had lunch together.
I answered.
"Ellison." His voice was tense, stripped of the smugness I remembered. "I need to talk to you."
"You're talking."
"Not on the phone. In person."
"Why?"
"Because the Vandermeer account is falling apart, and Halloran is blaming me. He says I was supposed to make sure the migration was done correctly. He says if I can't fix it, I'm done."
I leaned against the kitchen counter. "Sounds like a difficult situation."
"Don't do that. Don't pretend you don't know what's happening."
"I don't know what's happening. I was terminated three days ago. I don't work there anymore."
"Come on, man. You know exactly what's happening. You designed the migration. You know why the files aren't reading."
"I know why."
"Then tell me."
I was quiet for a moment. Through the window, I could see a neighbor walking her dog, a small terrier that yapped at everything. The dog barked at a leaf. The woman kept walking.
"Mr. Halloran should have thought about this before he fired me," I said.
"He didn't have a choice."
"Everyone has a choice."
Derek was quiet. I could hear him breathing, and I wondered if he was in his office, with the glass wall and the gray carpet and the view of the parking lot. He had been there two years longer than me and he had never gotten the big account, and now he was watching his one shot at promotion disappear.
"Meet me for coffee," he said. "Please."
"Where?"
"The place across the street from the building. The one with the green awning."
"I know it."
"One hour."
"Make it two."
I hung up and pocketed my phone. Then I went to the living room and pulled the drive from the drawer where I had hidden it. I held it in my palm for a moment, feeling its small weight, and then I put it in my jacket pocket.
Diane came down the stairs in her work clothes, ready for the day. She looked at me, standing there in the living room with my jacket on, and something flickered in her eyes.
"You're going out," she said.
"I have a meeting."
"With who?"
I looked at her. She was standing on the bottom stair, one hand on the railing, and she looked so much like the woman I had married that for a moment I wanted to tell her everything. But I did not.
"Just a meeting," I said.
She nodded slowly. Then she picked up her bag and walked past me toward the door. "Be careful," she said.
"You too."
She left. I listened to her car start and pull out of the driveway. Then I put on my shoes and went to meet Derek.
The coffee shop was half empty when I arrived. Derek was already there, sitting at a table by the window with two cups in front of him. He looked like he had not slept. His eyes were red and his tie was crooked, and he kept tapping his fingers on the table.
"Thanks for coming," he said.
I sat down across from him. "You said the account is falling apart."
"It's worse than that." He pushed one of the cups toward me. "The client is threatening to pull out. If they leave, the firm loses more than half its revenue. Halloran will be fired. Half the partners will be fired. Everyone on my floor will be fired."
"That's a lot of firing."
"It's not funny."
I took a sip of the coffee. It was better than the lobby coffee at the firm. "I never said it was funny."
"Listen." He leaned forward, lowering his voice. "I know we've had our differences."
"We've never had anything. You just don't like me."
He flinched. "Fine. I don't like you. But I'm not here to apologize. I'm here because you're the only one who can fix this."
"I can't fix anything. I don't have access."
"You don't need access. You need to tell me what went wrong."
I set down the cup. "What went wrong is that the firm tried to cover up a compliance failure by blaming the analyst who was following orders. What went wrong is that the board approved a migration plan that skipped three mandatory verification steps. What went wrong is that I documented the whole thing, and now the documentation is somewhere the firm can't touch."
Derek stared at me. He opened his mouth, then closed it. Then he said, "You made copies."
"Yes."
"Of the Vandermeer files."
"All of them."
He leaned back in his chair. His face had gone pale, and for the first time since I had met him, he looked genuinely afraid. "You can't use those. They'll destroy you."
"They'll try."
"You don't understand. Vandermeer is not just a client. They have connections. They have lawyers who have lawyers. If you go public with those files, they will make sure you never work in this city again."
I picked up my cup and finished the coffee. "I know."
"Then why?"
I set the cup down and looked at him. He had been at the firm for five years and had never been promoted, and he had spent all that time trying to be the person the partners wanted him to be. I had spent three years doing the same thing. I knew exactly how it felt.
"Because someone has to," I said.
I stood up and left him sitting at the table. Outside, the sun was starting to break through the clouds, and the street was filling with people on their way to work. I walked to my car and drove home, and when I got there, I pulled the drive out of my jacket pocket and set it on the kitchen counter.
One decision was behind me. The next one was still ahead.