Andiola

Intimidated / the spectacle

Telling my family how I felt went better than I thought it would I had explained to them how I felt and what I wished to do about it, My plans for the future (minus the mating part). My mother was the first to agree to my terms and that persuaded my dad which swayed my brothers. But I can tell they still dint like it. But this is my life and I am going to live it how I see fit. Of course, I am not gonna go crazy but I am going to now from this day, and moving forward I will live for my happiness and goals and will finally deal with the consequences of my own actions. My brothers won't shield me anymore and my father's authority and powers won't give me any more advantages. tho I can't say I won't miss that free food and gifts were and are a virtue.

Moments like this remind me of why I love my family so much. They will always listen to me and will always push Me towards the best even if I were to disagree sometimes and throw a fit that fact remains true.

On my way out to the car I was in an amazing mood singing and dancing all the way to my car. Yes, my car even tho my brothers were overprotective I was able to persuade them to let me get my license. They thought I would never use it anyways so they let me get it. They had really never expected me to fight for my independence, But here we are today.

All the way to school my music blasting in my car me singing along. But as I got closer to school I started to tone it done a bit as that anxiety starts to settle in. What am I gonna say when I see him? Is he gonna like me? Is he gonna like what I am wearing? the questions were getting to be a little much for me so I parked as soon as I got there. Luckily the parking space isn't too far from the school itself. I sit in the car for a while to get my breathing together reassuring myself that everything will be okay. I will walk into that school and ill be confident ill keep my head up they've been talking about me ever since I was born what's the issue now. My personal growth has nothing to do with them. This is a decision I made for myself and for my future with my mate no matter what even if my mate rejects me I am never going back to feeling imprisoned I am out forever and that's the period.

I am ANDIOLA my last name doesn't matter cause it doesn't define me I am gonna work hard and travel the world to become an influence, model, and business owner this is not about him or anyone else but me. I am ready, yes I am ready and I've made my choice.

After making sure I knew and remembered my goals and what a "BAD b***h" I am I opened my door putting my first leg out took a deep breath stepping out fully into the sunny school parking lots. Looking around at the other normal kids at school, yes that's what I am another normal student a smile graced my lips as my shoulders began squaring. I grabbed my bag heading inside the school ignoring the newly forming whispers and the looks I was getting.

They better stay tuned cause this is just the beginning.

As I walk into that school I start searching for my mate's scent. As soon as I got in it stood out from the other scents around me so leading me straight to my mate. Walking down the hall to the main office I open the door stopping in my tracks when I see him. We lock eyes as feeling the bond snap in place was the best thing I've ever felt. My mate Walter Smith was the principal's son but the weird thing is when he saw me he started to back away from me. Slowly inching further away until he broke into a full sprint.

" The f**k"

As soon as my mate broke into a sprint so did I dropping my bag and anything in my hand. He was fast but with how furious I was I don't think he had a chance. My mate getting ready to round a corner and that's when I hooked him from the back of his shirt dragging him back towards the floor and that's when I straddled now hooking him from the front of his shirt.

" The f**k"

"Exactly what I said" I answered back to him. I can't believe this he ran from me it would have been better for him to reject me than to run at least I would have known that he wants a coward.

the spectacle

At this point, everyone has seen or heard about my mate running from me and tackling him to the ground. But here we are now sitting in the nurse's office because I broke one of his ribs. I didn't think I went that hard on him. He won't even meet my eyes. I was pissed my legs were bouncing my eyes wide and I was staring daggers at him.

Taking a good look at my mate he's fit really fit abs and every day but I was more on his hair I can't tell how long it is I never paid much attention but it's tied up in a bun. It's extremely curly I cant already see it r****g itself around the elastic I know that's gonna hurt taking it out.

My mate still avoiding my eyes is laying down head towards the wall the school nurse had already patched him up the best they could. Before calling the ambulance his father is in the corner of the room keeping his head down. I can smell how uncomfortable they are and how badly they don' want to be here but this is their son and they have no choice.

Getting tired of the silence and awkwardness I ask the question that has been weighing on my mind all this time" Why did you run?" walter flinches at the sound of my voice not expecting me to speak. He shyly looks up to me to meet my eyes but quickly brings them down. This was really getting infuriating why is he so scared? Why isn't he jumping with joy? or even kissing a cuddling up to me?

A minute has passed a very long minute and still no answer I am starting to really hate this. And that's when it really hit me, my mate, Walter doesn't want me. And as soon as the relaxation hit me so did my tears. I solely looked down at my hands and started to Fidel with them feeling dejected. As soon as Walter heard my sniffles and not so silent cries he quickly turned around and looked at me. I can feel his eyes on me. And I guess that's when Mr.Smith thought he'd have enough and walked out.

I sat there for a while waiting for something even a syllable and when I didn't get it I stood up wiped my tears and cleared my throat. And I said " Sorry ill leave you alone When you're ready to reject me please find me and make it quick I won't bother you anymore"

As I was about to twist the door handle he finally said something " Sorry I didn't mean to be rude or hurt your feelings I promise I don't want to hurt you" I turned around looking at him waiting for him to continue. " I can't be the mate you want me to be" I looked at him puzzled "what type of mate do you think I need?" I asked what could he possibly be talking about were mates it doesn't matter what I've wanted in the past the present is the fact that we're mates and nothing we can do will ever change that.

" someone strong, dominant, and a possessive alpha you know like the ones in the books" His answer only confused me more " Then what are you?" my question cause a blush to appear on his face he seems very embarrassed. " I am not very alpha-like no matter what my wolf is yes, of course, I have an alpha wolf but I am a different matter the only reason why I have the body I have is because of the fact that I am a wolf. I like pretty things and cozy places to read and fall asleep like hed pats and I like the color pink it's my favorite actually " And true to his words the pink tiny scrunchie and his light pink sweater were proof.

" Huh," my mate I'm cuter than I thought. I am not worried about him being masculine or not I can handle myself but I have no idea how to approach this. So I've decided to take some time and really research this so I know what my next move is. turning towards my mate I look them in the eye saying " I understand thank you for telling me I appreciate it and I would also appreciate it if you didn't run from me anymore."

Turning around and walking out of the clinic thinking about my cute mate and my next move.