Andiola

courtship part 1/ courtship part 2

I spent the rest of the day ignoring whispers and thinking about my mate and how I am to go about this. Even though I wanted to focus on school And gaining friends I was too caught up thinking about my mate. He didn't lie though Ideally Strong possessive Alpha would be what is expected That doesn't mean I have an issue with who he is. And thinking about it. A strong possessive alpha would only hold me back. tho I could be like my mom And learn to control my alpha. But if I stay with my mate I wouldn't have to do that also considering the fact that I don't have much of a problem with an already submissive mate. Plus he's so pretty. And I can see myself having so much fun with him.

When school ended I sped home, saying a quick hello to my mother Who was home that day. And rushed to my room Opened up My laptop And searched for keywords like submissive alpha or submissive mate Or feminine Alpha And if a feminine alpha is submissive. From what I've gathered It's not as rare as people make it out to be. And from the pictures I've seen on my search results, I think it's cute. So technically I will be taking over the masculine part. Or so cuz I'm not really that masculine. But I am assertive. And I understood not to push them into anything they don't like. This is going to be tough. But I'm determined to make this work.

By the time dinner came around I had a notebook full of notes on what to do and what to not do. But one thing is not all submissives or feminine alphas are like that and sometimes expecting them to is rude. And can cause a lot of misunderstanding and make them feel underappreciated and make them feel like they have to change to fit your standards. I also understand that they are a bit more sensitive than others and feel a lot. This is easy for me to understand because as a female i was raised like this all my life i was groomed to be the perfect submissive but I guess that's not really what I am right.

Walking down the stairs to dinner I felt a little lighter cause I was sure what my next step was. But anxiety was still there" what if they got offended?" " I didn't ask enough questions what if I f**k up?" But I decided to focus on the situation at hand which was my family. I know they've got a line of questions for me, especially the fact that I ran into my room without taking any afternoon tea today not even a snack. Ignoring the worried assumptions of my day from my family and the pity of the maids. I walked in greeted my family and took my seat.

On my arrival, the maids started to put food on the table and serve us. My father after clearing his throat looked over at my mother to his right and asked "Honey how was your day I missed you?" a little loud if you ask me and my mother turned a took my father's hand in hers and said " Oh Honey I had the most tiring day " and so on he went around the table. Much to my surprise, everyone had a tiring day almost terrible. Then he got to me and I answered " Actually I had an amazing day a little tiring you know like most days but I loved every moment"

And with that came the shocked faces and pity look "Andi you don't have to act like you didn't hate it" came my mother's words "why would you think I hated it?" I asked " well you came home and you ran to your room you looked exhausted and you didn't even have afternoon tea or some cake" my mom looked close to tears at this point " yes because I have work to do now and I've spent the day learning new things so I am tired" And that's not a lie that is the truth and so the conversation ended.

After a very tiring dinner, I headed upstairs to my room to proceed with my plan I am going to court the living hell out of my mate. And I am going to be the best mate possible and I'll never stop trying That is a promise from me to myself and to my mate and I hope he likes the surprise I have planned for him tomorrow. I would like to actually give ourselves sometimes to fall in love. With each other and get to know each other. because obviously there is a lot to learn about one another and no matter how much I would like to think we are like all the other mates we aren't and that's okay. But I do understand I am gonna need to put in a whole lot more time and effort if I want this to work.

turning off my laptop and setting my alarm I lay in bed thinking about the day that awaits me tomorrow

courtship part 2

6:15 AM Tomorrow morning

Walters POV.

This morning something unexpected happened to me. On my way down to breakfast, I had gotten news of delivery for me As I stepped into the foyer. I was greeted by the sight of ten thousand red roses. Laid out Each bouquet with a different note About all the different things they love about me

After everything that went down yesterday, I thought they didn't want me anymore and that they would have given up on me. I did do something very cowardly. But that was only because I was scared of facing her I was scared she think I was an embarrassment to her and I didn't want to Burden her in any way. would hate to think I am the cause of my mate's suffering.

I have always known that I was more on the submissive side and for a long time, it didn't really bother me, I am actually pretty okay with it But as I got older I began thinking about how it would affect my mate. And for a while, I thought I wouldn't have one But since the first time, I caught her sent I've been in constant anxiety. And knowing that she has very overprotective brothers and a family that would never let her be with me. Calms me down Because I for a long time couldn't imagine ever facing her

but this is so unexpected and I don't know how to feel about it but I do know that now this is what I've been itching for. I think I want to fall in love with them