SABRINA
My body is going through a mix of nervousness and excitement at the same time that my heart is yearning for him with an intensity that does not let up at any point. The wedding of my cherished sister is coming up in a few months, and I spent the entirety of the three months leading up to it by her side as she meticulously planned each and every part of her big day.
In the midst of the frenzy of preparations, I came to the realisation that I was engaged in a constant inner fight in which I was attempting to repress and make sense of an unexplained urge that I had for the enigmatic creature that was known as the don. I came to this realisation when I was in the middle of the preparations. I came to the conclusion that I was unable to accomplish either of these goals.
I was under
