His innocent assistant

Assault

Next day when I woke up....as yesterday I was very ill........I drank my water from my water bottle that had something in it.......that caused me so much illness.......but what broke me though was Mathew's harsh words towards me.....but at the same time I hurted him too......by saying that his touch makes me feel vile.....but I cannot lose his happiness because of Yogita.......he will be happy without me......Oli was there....she helped me to reach to my door.......I saw that a lot of girls who were known as university's popular girl....or spoilt brat......where sitting on my bed.......and Yogita was showing them how she and Mathew went on date have delicious food and even he bought him a diamond bracelet inspite her refusal.....they will spend their night together just like yesterday......the girls were laughing and listening to her......I said Oli a thank u and asked her to go to her dorm.......she made sure of it and went away.....when I entered.........the girls were looking at me like I am some kind of pest.....I never knew Yogita would have changed like that......I knew she was a virgin but actually she was not.......she was a gold digger to.....and now these girls were like her too....I avoided them and went inside to see there were no clothes of mine only there were some lacy bra and panties not even mine.......like they were new

Yogita could have seen my shocked expression she said the girls she will talk with them later on.......she said" wear these my Anu or your videos will be published with Mathew....wear these and wear this dress.....make sure u look like a slut....and wearing these u will roam around the university.....after my make up seductive dress......Mathew for the whole time didn't pay a heed to me.....so if he cannot be mine I will never be yours".I was shocked and was feeling humiliated.......but I have no other options.....Yogita made me felt so weak.........i never thought my own best friend will do this.......she was beautiful than me....then why did she decided to play this game.I was listening to Yogita or else she would use this video to harm my career my family......my parents are middle class......we are not rich like her....but respected.......my father's respect will be disrupted I cannot do this.....Mathew's name will come down......something I thought will be mine was snatched away from me.

I wore that dress with my utter dismay......it showed my cleavage and my lacy bra  as well as it has a slit that showed my lacy panty......I was feeling humiliated.....Emily and her group were calling me with vile names......boys were looking at me with lust.....i felt like a whore.....everybody was looking at me like they wanted to have a night with me.....i am truly innocent that's why god is punishing me like this.....then after sometime......Emilia took me to her dorm.....and said me to wear silk robe and said a car.....is outside and by wearing this dress I have to go to that car without making any noises......but before I could feel I was injected and I don't know what happened with me

When my eyes was opened I saw girls were crying and women were sold at high cost.......My cloth was torn and I was in lacy panty and bra......means I was going to be sold for sex......I thought"hey lord....please save me......"A man came near me........he started to touch me in those places that  a man should never touch a girl....I cried and begged him to leave him

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HE PUT 2 FINGERS INSIDE MY VAGINA.....I WAS CRYING OUT OF PAIN......HE FORCEFULLY EVEN TRY TO KISS ME.....PLAYING WITH MY BREAST.....I WAS SHOUTED....BUT HE FORCEFULLY PUSHING HIS FINGERS THROUGH MY CLOTHED PANTY....I WAS SHOUTING.....

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 I saw Yogita and her group of friends came towards me.....and said "LOOK ANURADHA WE WILL USE THIS VIDEO AGAINST YOU IF MATHEW DOESN'T GIVE ME ATTENTION......BECAUSE HIS ATTENTION IS YOU.....WHAT HAPPENED TODAY WAS A CLIMAX......SO BETTER UNDERSTOOD AND WEAR YOUR TRASH CLOTHES.....ALREADY WHOLE UNIVERSITY SAW U R A SLUT BUT ACTUALLY U R NOT".......i SOBBED LOUDLY......and wore my clothes they said if I opened my mouth today then they will......make this video viral and after today's incident.....in university people already believed me I am available for sex.......I cried so loudly.......I reached to my dorm and saw police Mathew and other people from higher official were standing........I ran away from there and don't know where I went out.......I never used phone because of me it was a cause of distraction so I wrote a mail to my parents regularly and we used to talk once or twice.....I saw a car was coming towards my direction.....i started to run.....thinking they once again will take me to that vile place.......but it was Mathew's car........I was frozen....but he may understood looking at my face and he made me sit beside him.....his driver was driving the car......but Yogita's word came in my mind when he was soothing me with calm.......I said to him....."DON'T TOUCH ME.....PLEASE MATHEW DON'T TOUCH ME.......I AM......I AM......TIRED.....JUST TAKE ME TO MY DORM AND PLEASE LEAVE ME......FORGET ME....PLEASE...."I started to cry......he was quiet and asked"As your boss why do u take a day off today without informing me.......tell me......since u took a day off without informing me....certain part of your salary will be deducted".....i said "sir I will be going office with you right now.....".He got annoyed and asked......."Anuradha tell the truth what happened why are u behaving like this since the last 5 days.......what are u hiding???"........I cried and answered....."u already hate me......because i don't belong from elite class....I am adopted......don't know my real parents".......this is my life please leave me......u have a good life ahead........u have everything which I don't leave me please..."He listened and we came near the hostel and I ran to my dorm....and was constantly washing my body......I used my nails to scratch my body.....to remove his dirty hands from my body......I decided to study as......English is my favourite sub and I took my further degree in it. Nic and Oli asked where did I went with Emily......I said I went to a club with them for the first time.......they showed me how it looks like and all......".then why are u crying and ran away from the dorm seeing Mathew and police.......they are adults as u are........so tell me.....in club u changed your dress" they asked......."Actually we....went to Emily's dorm and took the dress.....as she is my good friend so....."I continued"if your interrogations are over can I study and go to sleep I am tired and I have eaten complete food...........Mathew I have eaten my complete food ok....no worries good night guys"..........they nodded.....when they went out....i sat on the floor and started cry..........how can I survive......I want to go to mom and dad.......I have to be strong i will not tell my dark secrets......to anyone....my life is finished......now no boy will want me and I am used........my parents cannot show their faces in the society my only option is to attempt suicide.........Yogita and Emily came inside and said......."Yogita is going on a date with Mathew again.......u better shift to some other dorm.....as Mathew has fully booked the dorm for him and Yogita.......and by the way Anu we earned a good amount of money with your body.......save it like this".I saw I was sharing the dorm with Oli.......she was happy I only smiled and went inside......put my luggage in my cupboard.........she said" I sometimes have Nic over her......since boys are not allowed over here........but u know....he is like that.....so please don't mind....ok"....I smiled and said ok.......after she slept out.....i started to cry out.......i went inside the washroom.....and scratched my whole body until......blood didn't came out...............I was crying non stop.......next day I wore more baggy clothes.......and started to distance myself from Oli too.....My days went well...I regularly go to office now Mathew......does not look at me......one day I saw him with Yogita both of them were holding hands laughing at one another........my heart broke from the scene......but I forced myself to look away