I've been in my room for about five hours now still listing the pro's and con's of what happened.
What will Kieran do if he found out or worst still Kayden, I can't cause a fight between bestfriends. I know I'm being such a wuss right now I mean I'm 17yrs for Pete's sake I can make my own choices but twiddle dee and twiddle dum down there will never get that.
Gosh why am I so worked up, he's probably down there chatting with them like nothing happened but I'm up here getting worked up.
I pull my hair in frustration plopping down my bed, grabbing a pillow I scream into it.
definitely not loosing my mind
Someone knocks on my door. Oh my God someone knocks ON MY DOOR. Could it be him, or maybe Kieran found out, or maybe Micheal flew from Canada here gasp don't tell me he found out too!!
Screw technology it just caused my downfall, I'm doomed. "if you don't open up right now missy I will break down this door and whoop your arse" Amelia yells from the passage.
Thank goodness it's her, that was close. I quickly unlock the door drag her in and lock it back.
"what's going on" she crosses her arms raising a brow
"oh nothing" I say glancing everywhere else but at her. well done K very convincing.
"then why are you acting weirdly suspicious" she says walking in circles around me.
"pfft, suspicious nahh"
"girl, i know you're lying"
"okay okay I'll tell you, cause if I don't I'll go insane from worry"
"I'm all ears"
I told her about what happened but not too descriptively
"whattttt? are you serious"
"but he did say it wasn't supposed to happen"
"chill out he just feels guilty for doing that because of your brother, I'm a hundred percent sure he doesn't regret kissing you"
"but what if they find out"
"so what" she said rolling her eyes "you can do what you want it's not their body, just make sure to use protection I'm too young for godmother duties" she winked
"shut up, that's not happening"
"says the girl who never expected to escape the friend zone, believe me anything could happen"
"you're such a bad influence Mel" I lay my head back staring at the ceiling "are you actually sure he like me"
"I could bet my college funds on that"
"that's a lot of faith"
So she dragged me downstairs yeah freaking dragged because if she didn't I won't have gone either. Ladies and Gentlemen we are now on the couch watching a movie but desperately trying to eavesdrop on what the boys are saying.
".......yeah.......problem"
"..........mad right"
"I..........cool"
I quit
They came over and we snapped out attention back to the TV. Damon sat beside me resting his hand behind my head, Kayden jumped on the love seat occupying both sides dummie and Kieran rested on the recliner.
About ten minutes into the movie Damon leaned closer to my ear "so about what happened"
"never mind it was a mistake" I whispered back not looking at him
My mind is racing, that was a lie a bloody lie, him being this close is giving me goosebumps already but I hope he doesn't notice them. He looks taken aback for a moment "you're right, I spoke to your brother about it, that meant nothing it won't happen again"
my heart just broke
"but we're still friends right" he looked at me with pleading eyes
"I didn't know we were before but yeah, friends" I turned my attention fully to the movie ignoring his presence.
Not to long after a friend came over and the boys left with him. I feel so sour maybe im too into him
"what did he say Skai" Amelia says as she sits beside me
"he said it meant nothing" I couldn't hold in my tears anymore "I'm so silly for liking him all these years"
"no you're not" she hugs me rubbing my back "he doesn't know what he's missing"
"you know what, nevermind that. I'm not going to cry over a boy" I say wiping my tears furiously
"that's the spirit" she says smiling "ice cream?"
"yes" we head to the freezer grab our favorites and head back to the couch. Sam crawls in our middle and snuggles into my lap as I pet it.
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Third person POV
Damon is currently sipping his espresso thinking back at what happened, he likes kiiara a lot s**t he's smitten by her but he doesn't want to hurt his best friend who doesn't picture him as the perfect boyfriend
Again he doesn't want her to get involved with his crazy cousin, but screw her he's his own boss and if she dare interfere in his relationships he'll send her straight to an assylum.
With his mind made up he drops his bill leaving the cafe determined to even things out with kiiara and maybe get a fresh start.
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Somewhere on Northdale street.......
" I believe you know your parts now"
"of course"
"yes"
they both answered.
"good, stick to it or you'll regret it"
with that they exited the building and drove off to their respective homes.
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After Amelia left I cleaned up a bit and calling it a night I left for bed.
I've been tossing and turning for five minutes now aching for sleep a sound from my window catches my attention.
I pause to listen, someone is throwing rocks at it. who cold that be
I slowly tiptoe over and open the window, a rock comes flying at my face "ouch"
I hear rustling of leaves and a guy climbs in it's night so I don't see his face clearly. I turn to look at the stranger "I don't remember inviting you in"
perfect k just perfect , it could be a murderer
"who are you"
"it's me calla"
I sigh in relief "and what are you doing here"
"I just came to even things out"
"I thought we already settled things, friends right?"
"oh yeah" he said nervously rubbing his neck "you just seemed a little off"
"it's nothing " I said waving him off "so are you staying over"
"No I'll get back home now" he turned to leave "goodnight Calla"
"goodnight Luca". It's been long since I called him that I smiled to myself going to bed and slept off immediately.
Damon couldn't help but feel disappointed, that's not how things were meant to turn out.