what the fvck just happened
Ever since the Nick incident our relationship has been treading on rocks, I hate that I have to give a second thought to what I say before speaking it for fear of causing a fight. He gave the silly excuse that he trusts me but doesn't trust the guys around me and that really upsets me cause he's making such a big deal from something so little. Sometimes I feel like maybe he just wanted to get into my pants then back off but I shake off the negative feeling it time it comes. I did my best to hide this from my brothers I don't want to hear the stupid 'i told you so' I just wish he'll talk things out, two months in and our relationship is weak. I've spent my free time admiring our pictures and videos together, totally unhealthy. I want to man up and talk with him but still I don't want to
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