It wasn’t entirely James’ fault that things happened the way that they did, but the fact that I didn’t even resent him made things harder for me. Because even after everything, more than Zoey or Emily or anyone, I just really wanted my brother back.
"Ronnie, I’m here, no matter what it is, no matter who I’m with, I’m here, man. Whenever, whatever you need. Always. So come to me when you f**k up. Okay?"
"Ditto," I said, swallowing hard.
"Tell CC I’m sorry, I’m sorry I couldn’t—"
"She knows, man, she knows. Just give her some time."
(James)
By the time Zoey and I got to the airport the next morning, it was already that time. We had both been watching the clock, unable to help it, watching for when the coronation would begin. We'd considered staying for the coronation, but decided aga
