Trigger Warning: Please be advised that this chapter contains implications of nonconsensual s*x that could be triggering to some people.
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Drugs are bad. They teach you that from day one of elementary school, and they’re right. Drugs aren’t the cause of my problems, but they certainly fuel the flames. I was so high when Matt called me that he felt obligated to come over; when I told him I needed a place to crash, I didn’t object, as I would have sober, to going to his place. I also wouldn’t have slept with him, had I been sober.
Or maybe I would have. I don’t think of it as going against what I promised Joey—not really. We’re done. It’s over. It was sweet, and it was special, and Dom came and ruined it, like he ruins everything.
Dom has probably been watching me all day. Seei
