{Carl} "No! She screamed and pushed me away. "I don't want you to be so good to me! I don't want you to be with me! "I want you to hate me! "I want to remain alone all my life! She fell again and tapped the floor as she sobbed bitterly. "Only then will life be satisfied and stop feeding me bitter s**t! She yelled. She stood up, rolled her hair, and wipe her tears. I was glad to see that she was pulling herself together but I was wrong. Because instead of pulling herself together she was bringing down the past to weigh her down. "You know what, Carl? She turned to look at me. "Life used to f*ck me so much in the past that I was already used to getting f*cked by him." She rubbed her face and took a long pause before going on. "He took everything away from me. My parents, m

