Submitted to Love

Chapter 18

-- Isabella --

My whole body was on flames. Desire pooled into places. A soft moan escaped my mouth. Adrian appreciated that; a soft growl rumbled inside him. “You. Cannot. Be. Anyone. Else’s.” He punctuated each word with deep kisses. He was on top of me, kissing me and his hand cupped my left breast. I left out a moan of pleasure.

“Yes baby…. I will make you feel things you deserve to feel…” and I heard tearing of fabric. Looking down, I saw Adrian has ripped off my shirt in his one hand, while his other handheld mine over my head.

He pulled down my bra and stared at my free breasts. Licking his lips, he stared at me with hooded eyes. I was flushed under his scrutinizing gaze and started to squirm.

“Don’t move Isabella. Do you know how beautiful you are? You are perfect . Your ti ts are beautiful, and they fit into my hands perfectly.” Adrian whispered while placing one hand on my t it. And I creamed further from his words.

“Goddammit Isabella. I can smell your arousal.” Adrian’s eyes turned darker. He kissed me again.

He moved down, kissing, and sucking my neck…while one of his hands twerked my n*****s…squeezing my breast, pulling my nippl es, and twirling the bud. The pleasure was inexpressible. Soft moans escaped my mouth every now and then.

After being satisfied with my jaw and neck, Adrian moved further down. I was impatient for him to feel my n*****s. He is taking his own sweet time. He kissed on my valley and removed my bra. Slowly he licked around my right nipp le …flicking the bud with his tongue. Finally, I guess being impatient himself, he clamped his mouth on my n****e. A loud moan ripped through my mouth as I gripped his biceps tightly. God I will die of this feeling…. this high. He sucked my nip ples long and hard…sucking without break.

“Open your eyes Isabella.” I opened my eyes and saw Adrian sucking on my tit. While his other hand played with the  nip ple. The sensation is driving me insane. Adrian switched sides. Taking the bud in his mouth, Adrian sucked hard and fast while his fingers pinched my other ni pple, soaked in his saliva. He shifted and adjusted himself and I could feel his hardness on my thighs. Damn he is hard…fully erect perhaps.

He moved his hand from my n****e further down south and touched my core. I whimpered from the pleasure of having his hands on my heated and needy core. He stopped sucking, teared away my panties and cupped my core…exploring the outside with his finger.

“F U C K!!!!!!! You are so wet for me baby…...” Adrian kissed me hard while his fingers kept moving on my core. With renewed passion Adrian took my n*****s into his mouth, sucking hard while his hands found my c**t and started rubbing it. Loud moans coming out of my mouth are alien to my own ears.

Adrian looked straight into my eyes and positioned his finger on my entrance.

“Do you know how wet you are baby? …. No one can make you feel the way I can …” His voice and words were adding fuel to the fire. Slowly he pushed one finger inside and I half screamed before stopping myself.

Adrian stopped moving his finger. “No, the moans are mine…the screams are mine…. don’t stop them …Because every passion I make you feel are for my ears to hear” And I moaned loudly when he started pushing his finger in and out of my hole.

“Feels good baby?... Do I make you feel good? Only I can make you feel this way baby girl…. only I can be your mate.” … With those words he kissed me hard and pulled me into his embrace …so that I now lay on his left hand. Positioning himself near my breast, Adrian sucked hard while staring at my face…his left hand could reach my right n*****s and he twirled and pinched it hard.  His right hand was pushed his finger in and out with his thumb rubbed my clito ris.

How…how can someone feel so many sensations at once? How can someone reach such height of pleasure?

I could feel myself building up, my muscles down there are taunt and throbbing. Oh god! I can only smell, feel and taste Adrian with my senses.

“You are close …I can feel…. come for me baby…..” And Adrian’s words were my doing. I came hard on his hand…again and again. My juices flowing on his hand, on my thighs and on my bedsheet… I have never reached such heights of passion…my core is still throbbing …even after my juices have squirted everywhere around my core.

Panting hard…I was gradually coming down from the high …I could still hear Adrian murmuring sweet nothings while rubbing his nose on the crook of my neck. Slowly as the previous conversations came to my mind. I sat up and pushed Adrian. Befuddled he stared at me while I pulled the sheet to cover myself.

“Who am I to you Adrian?”  A simple sentence stumped him, and he was at a loss for words.

“I am asking again Adrian…who am I? Do you have an answer?”

“Isabella…this is not the time…”

“Yes, actually this is Adrian. Because there is no other time.”…I paused …braved myself and then spoke my mind… “I am grateful to you for saving me from Kahn…for putting your life on the line and I will be indebted to you for that. But unless you know who I am to you … this was the last time you touched me like that. “

“Isabella look…”

“No Adrian. I owe you my life. But that does not give you the right to use my body as and how you please...”

“Shut up!!!!!! Do you know what you are saying? I “use” your body? How…. how can you think of my actions like that?” Adrian spoke horrified.

“Then tell me Adrian…who am I? Why did we share such intimate moments?   …Friends with benefit is not an enough term for me. I am sure it is not for you. So, unless you have an answer Adrian, don’t touch me like that again. I may not have anything …money, power, or position…but I have my dignity. Please do not take advantage of my vulnerability.”

Adrian closed his eyes and looked like I have slapped him. Pain was visible on his face…it was almost tangible. I wanted to reach out and pull him into my arms , but I stopped myself against every cell of my body begging me to do otherwise. When he opened his eyes, it was cold and distant. I flinched inside but maintained as impassive expression.

“You are right Isabella. It was a mistake. I apologize humbly to you. Let me however make one thing clear. It was not my intention to disrespect you. I simply cannot disrespect you or any other woman. However, you are right, I will maintain my distance from you. This castle is a safe place for your Isabella. Neither my actions nor the war before should put that doubt in your mind.”

And without further glance at me, Adrian left me into an emptiness…an abyss. His words, though exactly the response one would hope, were twisted knifes to my heart. And I broke down, into tears of despair ..hoping my exhaustion would pull me into a dreamless slumber.