Agnes was sitting in the garden outside the hospital wing, she did not know what to do? She wanted to punish herself but she knows that if she did, Xavier will suffer along with her. She closes her eyes and let wind kiss her cheeks and blow her hair, is she using Xavier’s feeling as an excuse to live again. She is selfish and she knows it, she wants to stay with Xavier and life her life. She wants something normal; she wants to have her own family and even though this weight might be carried on her back throughout her life but she wants happiness. She wants to love; she does not want to be scared whole of her life. She remembers a lesson taught to her by Jarvis, her adopted dad. Flashback Agnes knocked the door and went inside the room after she was given the permission to, ent

