Alexander's POV
My mother's words followed me the entire drive to Ashley's hotel.
“I raised you better than this.”
I gripped the steering wheel until my knuckles ached, trying to drown out the sound of her voice, trying to remember why any of this had felt so certain twelve hours ago. Ashley was dying. Six months, she'd said, her voice breaking over the phone the first time she told me, and something in me had cracked open, old guilt, old love, old promises I'd made to a nineteen-year-old girl before she vanished without a word.
I told myself I owed her this. A chance to not die alone. A chance to be loved the way she'd been loved once, before she left.
I stopped at a florist two blocks from the hotel, bought white lilies because they were her favorite once, and told myself that was still true.
The valet took my keys without a word. I didn't announce myself at the front desk, Ashley had given me her suite number the night before, breathless, grateful, telling me I was the only person in the world who still saw her as more than a diagnosis.
I took the elevator up, flowers in hand, already rehearsing what I'd say when she opened the door.
Her door opened a crack. I heard her laughing before I saw her.
"I know, I know, I can't believe it worked either." A pause, someone on the other end of the line, and then Ashley's voice again, lighter than I'd heard it in weeks.
"You should've seen his face, Priya. Six months to live, and the man nearly wept. I almost felt bad." Another laugh, sharper this time. "Almost."
I stood frozen in the hallway, flowers going limp in my grip.
"No, he's still convinced. God, it's almost too easy, you say the word 'dying' to a man with a guilty conscience and he'll hand you his whole life. His wife, his house, probably his company if I'd asked for it." A pause.
"The wife's actually the pathetic part. Four years of being ignored and she still cried when he told her. I almost respect her more than I respect him."
Every word landed like a separate blow, stacking on top of each other until I couldn't tell which one hurt the most, being played, or hearing her call Bella pathetic in a voice that used to whisper my name like it meant something.
I pushed the door open. Ashley's head snapped up, phone still pressed to her ear, and for one unguarded second I watched her face cycle through the exact sequence of a woman caught, shock, calculation, and then, infuriatingly, something close to amusement.
"I'll call you back," she said into the phone, and hung up without waiting for a response.
"Alex." She stood, unbothered, smoothing the front of a silk robe like this was any other afternoon. "How much did you hear?"
"Enough."
"Then you already know there's nothing to explain." She crossed the room slowly, and that was when I saw it, a ring on her left hand, unfamiliar, heavy with a stone too large to be anything but recent. She caught me looking and didn't bother hiding it.
"You're engaged."
"Six weeks now." She said it like she was confirming a dinner reservation. "Marcus proposed in Santorini. You'd like him, actually, ruthless in the boardroom, generous outside of it. Rather like you, before you got soft."
The flowers were still in my hand. I set them down on the entry table because I didn't know what else to do with them, because holding them suddenly felt like the stupidest thing I'd done in a decade of stupid decisions.
"There's no diagnosis," I said. Not a question anymore.
"There's no diagnosis," she confirmed, without a flicker of shame. "There never was. I needed a fallback in case Marcus got cold feet, and you've always been so easy to work with when you feel guilty about something. A man who thinks he owes the universe a debt will pay almost anything to clear it."
"You destroyed my marriage for a fallback plan."
"I destroyed nothing." Her voice sharpened. "You did that yourself, the moment you believed a woman who left you eight years ago over a man who stayed married to you for four. That's not manipulation, Alex. That's just math."
I don't remember walking out. I remember the elevator, the valet, the drive home, a blur of streetlights and my own pulse pounding in my ears, my mother's voice looping over Ashley's laugh until I couldn't tell which humiliation belonged to which woman.
“You threw away your wife for her.”
“I almost respect her more than I respect him.”
By the time I pulled into the driveway, I'd built an entire speech in my head, an apology, an admission, something to hand Bella that might begin to undo the last twenty-four hours. I didn't know if it would be enough. I didn't know if anything could be.
The house was dark when I walked in.
"Bella?"
No answer. Her coat was gone from the hook by the door. Her car wasn't in the garage. I told myself she'd gone to her sister's, that this was nothing more than a woman needing space after the worst morning of her life.
Then I saw the suitcase missing from the hall closet, and something colder than guilt settled into my stomach.
My phone buzzed. A text from an unknown number, sent to the family group chat my mother insisted on keeping alive: a photo, grainy, clearly taken from across a restaurant patio. Bella, sitting across from a man I'd never seen before, dark suit, easy smile, leaning toward her like he already had permission to be that close.
“Who is this with Bella?” my mother had written beneath it, tagging me directly. “She looks happier than I've seen her in years.”
I stared at the photo until the screen dimmed on its own, Ashley's laughter still ringing in my ears, the taste of my own stupidity thick in my throat.
I didn't know who the man in the photo was. I only knew, standing alone in a house that suddenly felt too big and too quiet, that I had no right left to ask.