Bella's POV
My hands were still shaking when I pulled the presentation binder out of my bag.
"You good?" Priya whispered, setting up the easel beside the farmhouse's converted event barn where the developer had insisted on meeting instead of a proper office.
"Fine." I wasn't. I flexed my fingers once, twice, willing them steady. "Where's Mr. Whitfield ?"
"Grabbing coffee, two minutes."
Ronan had taken Kai off toward the cider stand the second we walked through the barn doors, no discussion needed, just a quiet "we'll be right outside" that let me breathe for the first time since the gravel lot.
I appreciated him more in that moment than I had in years, not for defending me, but for knowing exactly when not to.
Mr. Whitfield walked in still holding two coffees, handed me one without asking, and dropped into the folding chair across from my easel like a man who'd already decided to be difficult.
“Ms. Hart. I hear congestion in the lobby design plans concerns some of my investors."
"Then your investors haven't seen the full plans." I set the first render on the easel. "May I?"
"Go ahead."
I'd built pitches before. Dozens of them, over three years, enough to know exactly how a room shifted when you stopped selling and started showing.
I walked him through the lobby first, how the reclaimed oak paneling would cut sound without swallowing light, how the staircase curve pulled foot traffic naturally away from the elevator bottleneck his own architect had created and never noticed.
"You're saying my architect's design was flawed."
"I'm saying your architect designed for a magazine cover, not for the two hundred people who'll actually walk through that lobby every morning trying to get to work on time." I flipped to the second render. "This solves both."
He studied it longer than I expected, jaw tight, and for a second I thought I'd lost him with the bluntness.
"And the budget?"
"Twelve percent under what you allocated." I slid the cost breakdown across the table. "I don't pad numbers to look impressive later, Mr. Whitfield . I quote what it actually costs."
"My last three designers padded everything."
"I'm not your last three designers."
Something in his face finally cracked into something like approval. "No," he said slowly. "You're clearly not."
He flipped through the rest of the binder in silence, and I made myself hold still, made myself not fill the quiet with nervous justification the way old Bella would have, the Bella who used to apologize for taking up space at her own dinner table.
"Fine." He closed the binder. "You've got the contract. My assistant will send the paperwork Monday."
"Just like that?"
"You clearly know what you're doing, and you didn't waste my time flattering me into it." He stood, extending a hand.
"Refreshing, Ms. Hart. Most people in your position spend the whole pitch trying to convince me they're confident. You just were."
I shook his hand, keeping my face composed until he'd walked out of the barn, and only then let myself exhale the breath I'd apparently been holding for the last fifteen minutes.
"You did it." Priya was already grinning, gathering up the easel. "I could hear him through the door. He never says fine that fast."
"I need to sit down for a second."
"You need a drink." She squeezed my shoulder. "Go find Ronan and Kai. I'll load the car."
I found them exactly where I expected, a bench near the cider stand, Kai swinging his legs and recounting, in exhaustive detail, every pumpkin he'd considered before choosing his current one, while Ronan listened with the same focused attention he gave quarterly earnings reports.
"How'd it go?" Ronan asked, not looking up from Kai's animated pumpkin ranking.
"I got it."
That got his attention. He looked up, something unguarded crossing his face for exactly a second before the composed mask settled back into place. "Of course you did."
"You don't sound surprised."
"I'm not." He handed Kai his cider back. "I've seen your work, Bella. Whitfield would've been a fool to walk away from it."
"Mommy got a job?" Kai asked around for a mouthful of donuts.
"Mommy already had a job, baby. Mommy got a bigger job."
"Can we celebrate? Ronan said if you got it we could get pizza."
I glanced at Ronan, eyebrows raised. "Did he know?"
"I had a feeling." He shrugged, unbothered, standing and reaching automatically for Kai's empty cup and half-finished donut plate, the same casual choreography we'd built over years of these small, ordinary moments, the kind Alexander had never once bothered learning.
We walked back toward the parking lot together, Kai between us recounting the pumpkin rankings all over again for anyone who'd listen, and for a few minutes I let myself simply exist inside the ordinary good of it. A contract won. A son laughing. A man beside me who'd shown up for four and a half years without needing to be asked twice.
Then I saw the car. Alexander was leaning against the driver's side door of my SUV, hands shoved in his coat pockets, looking like he'd been standing there since I walked into that barn.
Ronan's hand found the small of my back instinctively, not possessive, just present. "Want me to handle this?"
"No." I straightened, handing him Kai's hand instead. "Take him to get the car seat set up. I'll be right there."
Alexander pushed off the car as I approached, and up close I could see it now, the exhaustion carved into his face, the way five years had aged him faster than they should have.
"Bella. Please. Just five minutes."
"You already asked me that once, Alexander. Five years ago, outside a hotel room."
"I know." His voice cracked. "I know I don't deserve five minutes. I'm asking anyway."
I glanced over my shoulder, where Ronan was buckling Kai into the back seat, patient and unhurried, laughing at something my son had said.
"You don't get five minutes," I said finally, turning back to Alexander. "But you can have one question. Choose it carefully."
He swallowed hard, and for a moment I watched him war with himself, watched a dozen different questions cross his face before he settled on the one that mattered most.
"Is there any version of this," he said quietly, "where you'd let me try to be his father?"
I held his gaze for a long moment, feeling the weight of five years pressing down on both of us at once.
"That," I said, "was never going to be a one-question answer."