Torn Between Two Mates

3- Ugh!

Caridad’s Diary 3/5/2002 8:00 am

Damn, why are these school chairs so uncomfortable?

Starring out the window and seeing nothing but grey skies and hearing the water hitting the glass makes me wish I was just home with a fluffy quilt over me but I'm stuck here in a bare room all alone.

If only I was one of those lucky bastards that got to stay home today, but I'm stuck here for a test,

so with nothing else to do, I decided to start on this entry.

The scent of nasty perfume just hit me, well there goes all hopes of her being absent today smh.

***Caridad’s POV***

“Good morning Caridad”

‘Good morning Ms.Carothers”

A few awkward seconds of silence have passed before the sound of footsteps and chairs scraping against the floor loudly reaches my ears.

Once the teacher finished drinking her coffee she sat at her desk and cleared her throat.

“Students from my other classes will join us this period and all other Classes for today are canceled, so you are free to leave the school premises once you are done with the test, she stated in her annoying high pitched voice”

I almost shouted: (Woohoo thank f*****g god!) but held my tongue, but apparently, I didn't block off my mind link which caused everyone from my pack to laugh.

All of the other students cheered until Ms. Carothers told them to settle down.

I still have some time until the test starts so I'll get back to my Diary.

***Caridad’s Diary 3/5/2002 8:15am***

It Sucks that my friends don't have this class, if they did I would’ve been laughing at something crazy one of them said or did. My friends aren't like me, I'm reserved and they're loud, which is great because we balance each other out. I can totally be loud and crazy at times, but I’m the Alpha’s daughter and future Alpha of my pack so I have to always maintain my cool. I like to consider myself an anomaly.

Alphas demand respect by having their titles used and blah blah blah, but I don't want that right now. I honestly don't think I would ever want to rule that way.

Thank god I won't have to take over the pack anytime soon.

I know what you're thinking, Alphas are supposed to be males but you know what? f**k that! Our pack believes in equality so being a female makes no difference. Who cares if I have twin brothers who are older than me. The bottom line is whoever deserves the position gets it as long as you're in the bloodline and my brothers Jessie and Julian gladly gave up the Alpha position because they prefer to live free of responsibilities and do whatever they feel like it at any given time.

My brothers aren’t living on our land, they left to travel the world but they reach out at least once a month to let us know that they’re doing well.

They’re also hell-bent on living the bachelor life, which is weird because werewolves usually want to meet their mates and grow a family but my brothers don’t want kids.

I asked them what would happen if they found their mates one day?

They responded with: “If we do then we do and if we don’t then whatever.”

I asked them what if they do find their mates and they want kids

Their response was: “ If we come across our mates then I’m sure they wouldn’t want kids either. Mates are the other half of you so they will be on the same level as you with your life goals.”

So, yeah I'm the badass future Alpha of the Mystical Moon Pack! Mic drop lol.