My bath was glorious but still he didn’t let me bath him. Instead while I soaked, he jumped in the shower then headed off to the kitchen. I wasn’t far behind, but I guess just far enough. He’d already had lunch together and set at the table for us.
As ‘lunch’ came to an end I convinced Kyle to let me wash the dishes. What was up with him trying to pamper me so much? Don’t get me wrong, I was enjoying it. But it didn’t feel right him doing EVERYTHING. However, he did explain to me a little why he wanted to do it so much.
He’d told me that the first couple weeks of mating were un-predictable. It started the moment one of you were marked. Your bodies craved each others, it could physically hurt each other to be apart. Another thing was the possessive and protective factors. Someone simply touching your mate could be enough to make your wolf come to the surface. Usually ending in fur flying or a death. Sometimes it was just better to wait.
He also explained that he’d wanted to spend so much time with me, but as he becomes Alpha that could change. So, he just wanted to take advantage and pamper me as much as possible when he was there. Not that he would be far for his duties, they were just time consuming. Not to mention that he planned these weeks over and over for a few years now.
He didn’t hide the comment that I ruined it all for him by being me. I wasn’t sure at first what that meant. He growled and kissed me at that point. I’m sure it would have erupted into more if I wasn’t so tired. Instead he scooped me up and took me to the couch to watch Netflix.
It was a lazy evening, I fully enjoyed it napping in his arms on and off. I’d wake long enough to climb onto his chest and go back out again. Or squirm because he was snuggling me tight. His breath woke up a few times playing on the back of my neck, only making me swoon all over again.
This man was going to be the death of me! He couldn’t get any hotter! And the way he was treating me was perfection! His love was over-whelming with such comfort! I couldn’t get enough of being with him! I wondered if this would fill the rest of my life. The feeling made me warm inside, I felt like sunshine!
As the light began to recede from the carpet Kyle poked his head up from the cushion on the couch beside me. I was wedged once again between him and the couch. He scooted back slightly, with a large breath his eyes found mine. He scooted back only to pull me against him again. “I felt like a was smothering you.” He kissed my forehead.
“Only a couple times.” I smiled lightly enjoying the scent of sandalwood and myrrh I’d been bathing in all afternoon. Gah! He made my mouth water.
“I’ve been thinking baby…” I looked up to listen. “About you joining the pack right now.” He lifted his hand. “I’m not saying I don’t want you to, please don’t think that. But the purple in your eyes, your witch is starting to come through.”
“I can’t join if I’m witch too?” I was starting to feel hurt.
“You will be MY LUNA one day; you will join this pack if your want. And you can join being part witch. But if you join and I take my place as Alpha right away as is usually done. You’ll never know who you truly are.” Even though some of his words came out as a growl, it was the last few softly spoken words that bothered me the most.
I knew who I was. I didn’t know where life was taking me, but I knew who I was… Maybe not so much about where I came from considering my parents kept everything from me until like yesterday! I knew who I was in this moment though. “I know who I am Kyle.”
He sighed, “I’m not saying that. I’m saying that there is a part you haven’t discovered. And I want you to feel complete. I’m afraid if I pressure you into pack life that you’ll always wonder who you were born to be.”
“I was born to be your mate Kyle.” I said it firmly feeling hurt.
“Yes baby, you were. And I’m going to be with you no matter what. I’m just saying that we don’t have to settle into pack life right away.”
“What do you mean, isn’t that how it is usually done?” Slowly becoming more curious.
“Typically, but our relationship wasn’t exactly typical, Tigger. We’ve known each other ALL our lives and felt our bond at different times. Leaving me to chase after you to catch your attention, until you turned of age… Typically if mates grow up together, they both know by fifteen.”
“You knew at fifteen.” I furrowed my brow, “That’s typical.”
“Fenrir knew at fifteen, I figured it out at sixteen. But you didn’t until you turned eighteen.” He gave me a knowing look, “That isn’t so typical in this situation. I’ve heard mated couple say they knew at the same time more times than not. They felt the pull even before their mate was insight.” Kyle shifted slightly. “I’m just saying, college is coming up and I know you had your heart set on going. I won’t stop you from going.”
It felt like a kick to the gut! I could go to college instead of becoming part of his pack. I could go while he stayed here. Without me. I could feel tears in my eyes, I pursed my lips. Then I hid my face under his arm to hide my childish tears.
“I mean, you couldn’t stop me from following you, but I’d let you go.” He paused for a minute, “With you most likely. A lot could happen on the plane ride there or until I got there. So yeah, we can go to college instead.”
I poked my head up from my tucked space, “You mean, you weren’t trying to get me to leave?” I wiped my face a bit, sniffling.
Kyle pulled me onto his chest, my face directly in front of his. “How could you think such a thing Kitten?” He kissed my forehead, “You are mine. Where you go, I’ll be.” His lips crushed mine, then he moved to kiss my tears away. “I was thinking maybe business for me. A few courses wouldn’t hurt honestly. Running a pack isn’t quite that different from a business dad says.”
“Wouldn’t your parents be upset? I mean that your not taking over immediately. Your dad has trained you most of your life for this, he must have confidence in you already.” I was having a little trouble figuring this out, I mean traditionally he should be taking over the pack as soon as I became part of his pack. Then it clicked, if I wait to be part of his pack then he doesn’t have to be the Alpha. I sighed softly, “Your using me as a scapegoat so you can go to college and be free a little longer.” I planted on his eyes staring at him. I felt my face tighten. “That is…”
Kyle busted out laughing, “That face. That face right there!” He chucked, “I’m not using you as a Patsy baby. I’d have went to a local college and that is an option for us to. We can either be Alpha and Luna, or not right now. I’m just saying, even though we are mates doesn’t mean we can’t have a life outside of pack. Or that we can’t better ourselves before taking our positions.” He kissed my nose, “I love the way your beautiful mind works. You wouldn’t know it but there are colleges for Lycan as well as Universities for Witches. Some of them are even in the same cities.”
My mouth dropped, “What? And being a wolf is such a big secret. How?”
He laughed at me again, “All because it’s a specific kind of school, doesn’t mean you can’t have humans in it learning the normal courses with you. I mean they aren’t officially Lycan schools and Witch schools. Well a few are… The more private ones at least but there are only a few of them, maybe five or six in the US.” Kyle picked my mouth up and kissed my lips. “It won’t be a walk in the park, but we will make it work. I don’t ever want you wondering ‘what if.’ Kitten.”
I relaxed over him, my face melting into his neck. I kissed it gently, not that it looked anything but scared by now. His arms moved to my ass squeezing, his body sharpening. “Why didn’t you just say that to begin with, I mean that you wanted to go to college.”
“I don’t really care about college, but it wouldn’t hurt. I do however love you and I want you to be happy. I want you to know that you have options and are not tied down to anything but me.” I could feel him grow hard against my leg through his pajama pants. I could feel him inching his shirt up over my butt. (Yes I was in yet another one of his shirts! I didn’t have anything else to wear! I hadn’t been home since Mika brought me here! I couldn’t run around naked all the time! Don’t judge me!) It was obvious what he had in mind.
“We aren’t done talking about this Pooh.” I shifted one of my legs between his carefully as Kyle slapped my ass. Feeling playful I pushed from his chest, standing up. My shirt fell back over my bum. I turned and patted his growing member, “Down boy, mommy and daddy are having a grown-up discussion.”
“Wha-?” Kyle whined.
“The purple. Tell me about the purple.” I turned and bent over picking up a small blanket from the floor, feeling Kyle watch as his shirt rod up just enough to uncover my butt cheeks.”
I felt his hand before I could straighten. Quickly I turned around and slapped his hand away, shaking my finger at him. “No my Alpha.”
Grumbling lightly, he pulled his hand away. I knew it stung just a little. I wanted to bate him just enough. Pretending to drop the blanket, I bent again slowly making sure to give him full view of everything of my lower half. I felt his hand again, his breathing slowly becoming heavy. I smiled widely before I spun around and slapped his hand again, “Alpha.” I shook my finger again. “Tsk. Tsk. What kind of girl do you think I am?”
Kyle scrunched his face. Looking all sorts of confused. I dropped the blanket one more time, smirking at him before turning this time. I spread my legs apart slightly as I bent down this time, rocking side to side gently. I heard Kyle swallow hard and lick his lips. It wasn’t his hand I felt this time, “Ahh… Ugh..” My body shivered as I felt his tongue drive into me. I let him lick me one time, long and rough spreading my folds apart. Just before his tongue hit my c**t, knowing there would be no turning back from that. I twirled around and slapped him just enough to produce sound. I heard him growl, but before he could speak, I cut him off. “What do you think I am? Some w***e?” I tried to sound convincing.
Kyle growled, “Your being bad Kitten, very naughty.”
I placed my index finger at my lips, “Me naughty Alpha?” He furrowed his brow a bit, waiting for my next move. I placed my hand on his shoulder pushing him back against the couch. I bent between his knees. Starting at his knees I ran my hands up, making sure to let them creep over his covered c**k before continuing up his belly. I let my body follow, my breasts pressing against him lightly. As I got to his crotch I made sure to let his clothed c**k run between my breasts, the fabric of my shirt folding into the crevasse of my large globes. I let my shoulders drop, bringing my arms in caging his c**k between the fabric. Letting my breast massage up and down a couple times, “I can be naughty whenever I want, Alpha.” I brought my lips down to kiss the tip of his c**k still lodged between the fabric enclosing my breasts. I could hear rumbled coming from his chest now. I stood up again, like nothing had happened.
Kyle’s mouth fell open. My p***y was full tilt by now and I knew he could smell my excitement, but this was becoming quite the game. After snapping his mouth shut, he reached for my hips. He pulled me down into his lap, straddling him. I pushed him back into the couch, feeling his c**k feather against my core. I started rocking my hips, “Is this what you want Alpha Kyle?”
He purred under me, his hands trying to push my hips closer. I rotated my hips in a clock-wise motion, letting my uncovered core rub against his covered c**k. I kept rocking and twirling my hips until I saw his head fall back against the sofa. Placing my lips on his mate’s mark, I sucked his skin. My tongue making circular motions, matching my hips. I nibbled roughly making him produce a load moan. With a smile I pushed his hands from my hips letting them fall beside him. I grabbed onto his shoulders, grinding hard finally. I could feel my p***y pulsating, I knew I’d be leaving a wet spot on his pjs when I stood up, “Oh Alpha Kyle, your so big!” I picked. He growled his hands traveling up my outer thighs, under the shirt to my hips. I pushed his hands away and stood immediately.
He opened his glossy eyes, frustration showing on his face. “Sit on my lap Kitten.” I gave him a pouty face but obeyed, only I added my own twist. Spinning around I placed my butt in the curve of his hips. I started rubbing against his c**k again, my shirt riding up slowly again. I rocked into him lightly, I let his c**k sway under me through his pants. He released a strangled grown. He kissed my mark, shooting tingles through out my body.
I jumped away from him quickly, “Look what you made me do!” I pointed to his very damp tent protruding from his cotton pants.
Growling he reached for me, but I stepped back. I shifted from one foot to the other clenching my thighs together tightly. “It is not nice to tease, Tigger.” I could hear the lust in his voice.
“But I’m not doing anything… Alpha.” I was a little snippy playing my part. I let my eyes close slowly then opened them giving him my best 'bedroom eyes' I could muster before smiling innocently.
“Don’t be coy Kitten, I know what game you are playing.” Kyle undone the button on his pajama pants but didn’t pull his self out. “Tell me Tigger, did you like having my hand caress your ass?”
I bit my lip, my eyes saying yes but I shook my head no.
It was Kyle’s turn to smirk. “Did like my tongue running through your p***y Kitten, I know you did. I could taste it.”
I shook my head again, my hands locking together in front of me as I pushed to my tip toes and back, rocking on my feet. “I didn’t like it one bit.”
Kyle grunted, “Your body betrays you, Tigger. Come sit on my lap like a good girl.” He patted his leg.
“No.” I looked into his eyes.
“Are you going to make me repeat myself?” He looked at me pointedly.
I reached behind me with one hand, starting to wrap my shirt into a knot, raising it slowly. I let it climb up my thighs, stopping just before it showed my v****a.
“Get over here, Tigger.” His voice was becoming stern.
I pouted, pushing my bottom lip out. “No.” I twisted my shirt one turn then rubbed my thighs together. I could feel my juices leaking, making my thighs damp.
“Being naughty will get you punished Kitten.” Kyle stated, trying not to smile.
I gulped and took one step towards him, “Please don’t punish me.”
He reached out for me, but I stepped back twisting my shirt a little more. My n*****s poking out as the shirt constricted around me.
“Don’t punish me what Kitten.” It rolled off his tongue like he needed to hear it.
“Please don’t punish me, sir.” I said shuffling my feet.
“You will no longer call me sir. Do you understand?” His jaw was clenched. “What do you say to me?
“Please don’t punish me, Alpha Kyle?” It was a question, a giggle playing on my lips.
“That is not what I want to hear Kitten.” He stood.
I didn’t move away this time, I just stood there. Waiting.
“Why are you being like this Kitten?” he took my hand into his, bringing it to his lips. “Why won’t you give me what I want?”
“Punishment.” The word rolled out a little too fast from my lips.
“Your afraid I will punish you?” He placed his hand on my cheek, rubbing his thumb lovingly.
“No.” I whispered.
“Then why won’t you obey me?” His lips came to my cheek softly.
I mustered the best strong but sweetest voice I could before I met his eyes, “I do what I want.”
“Oh, do you Tigger?” He pulled me roughly against him.
I grinned but was quick to recover, giving him a defiant look. “And I will call you what I want.” As much as I wanted to be punished, more than anything I wanted Kyle to take me. I wanted his demands. I wanted his dominance. I wanted him to hold me down and take what he needed from me. Giving me all the pleasure he had to offer.
He dropped his hold on me, “Well then.” Oh no! Had I pushed him to far? I didn’t mean to, I just wanted to play! He started to turn from me, but I whimpered.
“What was that Tigger?” He turned around slowly.
I bit down on my lips making them thin, “My Alpha.” I whispered.
He waited a second, “I’m sorry what was that?”
I glared at him, “My Alpha.”
“Show me your mark.” He said firmly.
I pulled the collar of the shirt from my neck.
Kyle stepped to me, he craned down to my neck. His hot breath sending sparks through me, heating me from the inside out. I moved my neck to the side, allowing him a better view. He inspected my neck carefully. “It looks like my mark.” He walked behind me without touching me. I could feel him behind me. He unwound my hand from my shirt. Before it could fall into place, he ripped it top to bottom. Leaving it hanging open in the back still on my shoulders. “I can smell your honey Tigger.” He breathed against my ear making me shiver. “Go to the dinning room. Sit on the table in my place. You will wait for me there.” He sounded cold. “I want your hands together in your lap. Do you understand Tigger?”
I nodded, lowering my head I walked slowly towards the dinning room. “And it better be your bare ass on the tabletop!” He slapped my ass hard and I yipped biting my lip picking up my pace.
I could feel the anticipation building as I climbed up onto the table. It was cold against my bare bottom, but I spread my shirt around me, making sure it wasn’t under me at all. I had wanted to push Kyle, just enough to get him back inside me. I needed to feel him pummeling me, I wanted him to fully let loose himself inside me not holding anything back. I couldn’t help but wonder if I had pushed a little to hard. “Kyle?” I called wondering what was keeping him. It had already been a few minutes. I intertwined my fingers and placed them in my lap. I tried to be patient but I was getting antsy… Ok despite, I was getting despite to have him beside me, touching me, in me! I whimpered softly.
I waited ten minutes before I started squirming. Sighing I went to climb off the table. Just as my toes hit the floor, I heard scuffling behind me. “Kitten, if you climb off that table you will not like what happens next.”
Was that just a threat from my mate? Did he really think that was going to work on me? Growling I pushed from the table. I made sure he could hear my feet hit the floor. I turned and looked at him, “Now what?”
In one giant leap, Kyle was over the table. My eyes got big and I tried to run away from him with a squeak. Kyle grabbed me forcefully by the arm spinning me around crushing me to his chest. Already having one arm in his hand he chased the other one until he caught it. Pulling both of my arms behind me, he captured my them both in one of his. I didn’t know what he was doing, but he brought his lips to mine but did not kiss me. “You are Mine.” His eyes swirling orange, trying to enforce his words. He ripped the remainder of his shirt from me.
I felt my insides clench, if it wasn’t for the smirk on his face, I would have been terrified. Instead I was turned on dripping wet. I felt him wrap something around my wrists, my hands still behind my back. I swallowed hard. “What will you do to me.. Alpha Kyle?”
Growling he flipped me around his hand gliding to my stomach. He squeezed me against him, I felt his hardness at my bottom. “Whatever I want.” He used my words against me, I couldn’t help but smile. Picking me up he faced me to the table, “You will remember me every time we sit at this table.” He pushed my upper body down roughly, making me lay against the cold table. My n****e stiffened against the coolness. He kicked my legs apart, there was no gentleness this time.
“Rennie, you need a lesson in dominance.” His hot breath was on the back of my neck. Using my name and not a pet name somewhat hurt me. I was becoming accustom to Kitten and Tigger, even Ginger-Pop gave me butterflies. But for him to use my real name made me want to weep. I felt as if he were angry with me, maybe I did push him to far.
I felt the tears beginning to form in my eyes, “You used my name…” It came out as a whisper, but I knew heard me as his body stiffened behind me. It wasn’t the attractive stiffening I usually felt between us.
Not knowing what was happened, he flipped me around to sitting on the table. “What is it baby? Did I hurt you?” His hands were going to untie my wrists.
I sniffled, a big tear rolling down my cheek… “You used my name, did I make you mad?” The second tear fell.
Before he got them untied he took my face in his hands, “I’m sorry Kitten, I didn’t realize. I was caught in the moment. I’m not mad.” He kissed my lips, “Did I scare you?” he nestled his head against my face.
“No.. No, I wasn’t scared. I thought you were mad at me. I thought I pushed you to far, not listening to you.” I sniffled again.
“Oh baby, I love your defiance. I love seeing how strong you are. I love the fight in you. You can be frustrating but believe me when I tell you it’s a turn on.” He kissed my face gently. “Before we leave our home, you will think of me EVERY time we sit at this table.” He stared deeply into my eyes, “But tonight I’m taking you to our bed and I’m making love to you properly.” He reached behind me once again, he finished untying my bindings and pulled me against him. Coaxing my head to his chest before picking me bridal style and carrying up to our bedroom.
As he carried me into our bedroom, I noticed it had changed slightly. There were tie straps laying across the bed with a blindfold. He had candles lit periodically around on the dressers. This is what he was doing while I was sitting on the table, my heart melted. I ruined it! How could I be so dumb! How could I make such a big deal about him using my name? It was so stupid! I felt tears form in my eyes again, I whimpered softly. “I ruined everything.” The tears kept rolling as I thought about Kyle telling me how I ruined all of his plans for us. Things he was planning since he was sixteen. Every plan he had for us, I ruined it! I sobbed loudly. “I’m so sorry! I ruined all your plans!”
Kyle sat on the bed cradling my in his arms. “No baby, this isn’t anything.. I mean yeah sure I wanted to tie you up but laying on the couch with you earlier… All I could think about was bringing you to our bed and making love to you. Enjoying you. Making you feel good. You didn’t ruin anything baby. Sometimes plans change and that’s okay because I still have you and we are making memories. We have plenty of time to do everything I’ve planned to do to you.” He grinned, “You’ve made my mating experience so much more than what I expected. I just feel guilty that I haven’t given you all you expected.”
I pulled away from Kyle’s chest. “What are you talking about? You planned our time together since you were like sixteen and none of it went according to your plan.” Big tears rolled down my cheeks.
Kyle laughed deep in his chest, “Being with you like this means more than any kinky plans I could come up with. Your seductive on an incredible level, the way you respond to me baby, you’re my other half. Your beautiful and sexy even when you are not trying to be! Your defiant and you challenge me in the bedroom. You make things interesting, not that they wouldn’t be anyway. Baby the things you do are so much more than I could have ever imagined. I was so afraid of hurting you I held back until you slapped me the face and told me to f**k you… Oh my f*****g goddess! I had to fight with everything in me not too knotted right then and there! You haven’t ruined anything, Kitten you enhance everything!” He rubbed his cheek to mine.
I sniffled again, “I didn’t ruin anything?”
He smiled softly, “You’ve ruined me.”
My face fell, “I didn’t mean to!” I wailed.
Shaking his head, “No baby, I didn’t mean it that way.” He brushed the hair from my face, “You ruined me like spoilt me. You’re so much more than I could ever dream. You are perfection. Even with tears in your eyes, you’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. With one look you can make me harder than an oak tree! When you resist me like you were downstairs, I was so turned on. But there were moments I couldn’t tell if you were playing. I got a little worried to for a moment.” His eyes met mine, “I’d never do anything to intentionally hurt you. Not even one feeling.”
Kyle was the sweetest man I’d ever laid eyes on. His words touched me in places I hadn’t known existed. Did he really think all that of me? It was a lot to live up too, but I’ll take it as a challenge to strive for even better. Kyle deserved better, more than what I was giving him right now. Tears and fears. “I’m sorry.” I took a deep breath and hiccupped. Kyle thumbed the tears from my face again, followed by kisses drying the streaks away. I shifted in his lap straddling him laying my head on his chest. He lowered his chin, resting it against my head.
Smoothing out my hair he whispered, “No sorries baby. You didn’t do anything wrong. He rocked gently with me held to his chest. My eyes suddenly felt heavy, I couldn’t keep them open. I let them flutter shut, trying to fight sleep. Kyle’s calming embrace soothing my anxiety.
I felt Kyle shifting beneath me slightly, “You awake baby?”
“Mmhmm, I’m so tired.” I whispered.
He sat me up slightly and I opened my eyes, panicking. “Shh baby, I’m just getting us ready for bed.” He pulled me against his warm muscled chest. He wrapped me in his arms and leaned back on the bed. Then he pulled the covers over us, me still on his lap, head on his chest. He kissed my forehead, but I could feel a smile forming on his lips. “Sleep tight my love.”