I looked at my aristocratic form which hides my despair and aversion behind those walls of makeup and expensive dress. I can see a different person there, truly gorgeous but I feel artificial. It's like a silver coating on copper. I looked down as I walked out and looked at Christian who seemed flawless as ever. He scanned me for a second from top to bottom and his stare made me even more uncomfortable. I kept looking down and he asked, "What happened?" "It's just.. everything is a bit much, don't you think?" I said in a soft tone. "Why?" He asked again, raising an eyebrow. "It's... just.." I trailed off. "Isn't that what you desire?" He asked as he put his hands in the pocket of his pants and walked closer. "I do, But.." My lips formed a thin line as I kept looking away. Befor

