EpilogueBen
Having River inside me and being inside him didn’t change much. Now I knew what it was like, and that I enjoyed it both ways a lot. It didn’t awaken any sort of craving in me, although in the future when I felt more s****l, I’d have the knowledge of what I could have if River was in the mood.
Maybe it was the world at large that said one good f**k would cure anyone from asexuality, or the general attitudes towards aces, but I felt relieved that I hadn’t been changed by this. I’d come to terms with asexuality pretty recently, but it had still been that sort of puzzle piece that explained me to myself. I didn’t even care about anyone else’s views of me because they didn’t matter. Well, of course River’s thoughts were appreciated, but that was different, he was my fiancé and I l
