Harper PoV Here I am, lying down on the grass in the garden, looking at the flowers around me. Quite a boring routine! Can I call it a routine if everything I do is sit here, then eat in the kitchen, and finally go to sleep in the guest room? I have not seen James for a while now. He has been avoiding me ever since my outburst in this exact spot, a day and a half ago. I scoff, remembering the embarrassing fight. I poured my heart out, and what did he do? He said “OK” and just left. Ok… Fuck you and f**k your Ok, James! I close my eyes and try to clear my mind. To stop thinking of Mila … to stop thinking of the disappointment in James’ eyes whenever he looks at me… to stop thinking of the raw hatred in Connor and Ethan’s eyes… The problem is that all my thoughts are dark and dis

