Chapter 5
1962 Words
Here we go again, it's the game we love
Sheets all over the floor and they laced with drugs
You isn’t play your cards right, you had the Ace of Clubs
Hit you with the Ace of Spades and your face is shrugged
Blood dripping' out your arm on my Asian rugs
We was just planning a wedding, Caucasian doves
You was just telling' your mans, that you hate the clubs
Now we in the crying game, heart laced with slugs
Are you alone? Do you need someone?
Is it too late to talk? Did I wait too long?
Thousand words don't change a thing
Is it only three? Three words that you're missing?
Where did you go? Couldn't see
I was too busy
Could've just said no
Where would you go? I think I know
Who-o-o-o-o-o, who-o-o-o-o-o
We're back to playing
We're back to playing
Who-o-o-o-o-o, who-o-o-o-o-o
We're back to playing
The crying game
I could've given everything
Don't want to let the tears begin
We're back to playing
The crying game *Nicki Minaj ~ The Crying Game
Moriah Pov...
I can't believe my mom kicked me out. Her own child and then she hit me.
It's like I didn't even know who she was.
She looked so evil and not herself.
I knew telling her would lead to her being angry but hitting me and kicking me out was shocking.
Who am I kidding she did Megan the same way.
She loves Morris. He was the only one that turned out normal.
I know it's hard for her to come to the fact that dad left her for a man but to disown your kids for liking their same gender is bullshit.
She put his mistakes in our problems.
She thinks he's the reason we are like this.
Well she is wrong. We make our own choices.
She just Will never understand where I'm coming from because she only see the wrong in this.
I didn't even sleep last night.
I stayed up all night thinking about my mom.
Samantha never let me go and I didn't want her to.
She made me feel like I could do anything and be anything no matter what my mom says.
Christmas is in 2 days and I got her something real nice.
I got my mom something too but I thought about taking back to the store.
I'm so ready for Christmas.
This will be my first Christmas in a relationship and living on my own.
I got out the bed to go shower I had to go see Morris today.
"Where you are going."
"To shower want to join me."
"I would love too."
After me and Samantha shower and shower s*x we got dressed.
(A/N: Clothes in the mms Samantha on the left Moriah on the right.)
Me and Bae looked good.
We got in my car and headed to Morris trap house.
When we got to Morris trap house Michelle opened the door.
"Hey Ri and Ri Girlfriend."
"Wassup Michelle."
"Morris has been waiting on you."
"Thanks. Bae you want to stay down here or go with me."
"She's not allowed up there." Michelle butted in.
"Last I checked b***h your name wasn't Samantha or Bae so mind your own f*****g business. Now to answer your question Riah I'm going to stay down here until you get through don't worry I'll be fine." She said mugging Michelle who was mugging her.
"Okay Give Me Kiss."
She kissed my lips softly once then twice before turning it into a full make out session.
What can I say my baby knows how to play her cards.
"Damn if I didn't have to go up there you and me would be in the back."
She started laughing.
I kissed her once more before turning to go upstairs.
While walking past Michelle I saw her roll her eyes.
Hey she can be mad all she wants wen she had the chance to get at me she didn't take it.
"Wassup Morris."
"Riah."
"I'm guessing you heard huh."
"Yea that mom found drugs in her house and that you told her you were gay yea I heard mom called me."
"Did she tell you she put the f*****g hand on me and put me out on my ass."
"Yep that too and told me she would call the cops if I don't cut you as a worker."
"WTF! Morris she can't do that this is how I live that house she is staying in for free came from me doing this right here she wouldn't have s**t If it wasn't for me being in this business. Your Mother is one selfish ungrateful bitch."
"I know that's why I told her no look our business looks legit okay if she calls the cops, they won't find anything there are no drugs in any of our traps so if the come busting in the won't find s**t. Look I know mom can be cruel sometimes."
"Sometimes"
"You know what I mean but don't think for one second she doesn't care just give her some time to come to terms with things and it will get better."
"You say that now but look at her and Megan the barely talk. Ion want to end up like them."
"What I say Riah give it some time don't push the situation or its going to get worse."
"Iight man."
"Now let's count this......."
He stopped due to the yelling coming from downstairs.
"Oh, s**t Samantha."
We raced downstairs to see Samantha on top of Michelle banging her head into the floor.
"Break That s**t Up." Morris yelled to the bodyguards.
After they got Samantha off Michelle, they helped her up.
"What The Hell Is Going On In Here."
"That b***h Need To Learn Her Place." Samantha said
"What did she do baby." I asked walking over to Samantha
"She told me I don't fit in around here and a girl like me doesn't belong with you cause you a drug trader and you need someone like her a "real woman" on your team not some little geek girl like me. So, I beat the b***h to show her who the "real woman" was."
"Damn Sammy you beat her bad." Morris said making us laugh.
"Bae letting these hoes know what's up she don't play about hers’."
"You Damn right I don’t. And you better let em know was sup to Riah or your ass gone be laid out like this b***h was and I am not playing with you."
"Damn bae okay calm down I know were home at."
"Yeah you better known punk ass."
"She hard on you little Riah." Morris said
"Shut up you fag."
"Oh here."
"What are these."
"The keys to your new house since you all homeless and what not."
"Thanks, big brother." I yelled jumping on him.
"Okay that's enough loving."
"Okay man we out."
"Iight stay up baby sis."
"Will do big brother"
We exited the trap and got back in my car.
"Baby I been thinking."
"Oh No Here We Go." Samantha said
"Shut up and listen. I been thinking you should move in with me so we can spend our first Christmas together in our own house."
"Riah I Don’t Think...."
"Before you say no just think about it I mean bae I know we young only 16 and it might seem like we moving too fast but I love you I'm in love with you we can still visit your folks on Christmas and visit Morris and Megan but when that's all over I want to go to OUR house get in OUR bed and make love to MY girlfriend all night long."
"Aww Riah I Love You To And I Would Love To Move In With You."
"Yass, I Love You So Much Samantha Baby You Won't Regret This."
"I Hope So Riah."
"I Promise Baby."
Man I been playing around these streets so long
I know my girl think I’d never be ready
But I’m a do all I can to let her know I’m ready
Cause really she is worth it
From now on I’m taking all her calls (all her calls)
From now on I won’t get lost at all
My time is running out I know
And right now I’m just trying to restore her hope in me
It’s clearly somebody done hurt her
And I just want to be the one who stands between
Anyone that don’t do her right
I’ll be there like every night
Trying to make these dudes see the light
Hope she don’t just sees a thug when she sees me
Hope she sees all this love that I’m filled with (all this love)
All I want to do is, all I want to do is
Came up with this little plan
Put her hope back in a man (put her hope back in a man)
Hope she don’t just sees a thug when she sees me (yeah, yeah)
Hope she sees all this love that we should be
All I want to do is, all I want to do is
Came up with this little plan
Put her hope back in a man (Put her hope back in a man)
Now see the pain he put in her face (pain in her face)
Where he’s at to put him in his place
Try to bow-guard girl I know
To get back to get her hope in me
Valentine’s Day it’ll be like every day (everyday)
And Birthdays it’ll come around like every day (everyday)
By now I’m starting to build her hope (starting to build her hope)
I just hope she sees me
Hope she don’t just sees a thug when she sees me
Hope she sees all this love that I’m filled with (that I’m filled with)
All I want to do is, all I want to do is (all I want to do is)
Came up with this little plan
Put her hope back in a man (put her hope back in a man)
Hope she don’t just sees a thug when she sees me (no oh oh)
Hope she sees all this love that we should be
All I want to do is, all I want to do is (all I, all I do)
Came up with this little plan
Put her hope back in a man (put her hope back in a man)
Trying to love you better than you ever been loved
Trying to touch you better than you ever been touched
When it comes to s*x you know I keep turning up
To a place u never been girl
(OOOOOOOH OOOOOOH OOOOH OOOOOOH OOOOH)
Hope she don’t just see a thug now
Hope she see all this love
Hope she don’t just see a thug now
Hope she don’t just sees a thug when she sees me
Hope she sees all this love that I’m filled with All I want to do is, all I want to do is
Came up with this little plan
Put her hope back in a man
Hope she don’t just sees a thug when she sees me
Hope she sees all this love that we should be
All I want to do is, all I want to do is
Came up with this little plan
Put her hope back in a man *Jagged Edge ~ Hope
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