My Secret Life

Chapter 4

Moriah Pov...

2 months later...

It’s been two months and everything is going great. Morris and I are, making more money than ever. Samantha and I relationship are strong. I’m really in love with her. If you are all wondering no, I haven't told my mom yet. I just don't know how to come out and tell her. Plus, I'm afraid of the outcome. What if she kicks me out like she did Megan and disowns me? I love my mother to death.

I was driving to Samantha house so we can go to school.

I pulled into her driveway and blew the horn.

My baby came outside looking fine as hell.

She had one some bleached high waist shorts a half shirt that had our picture on it and her white forces.

"Damn bae who you trying to look good for." I asked her when she got in the car.

"Well there's this girl im really into and she was picking me up for school and I wanted to look sexy." She replied smiling

I leaned over and kissed her.

Soon we were making out

"Come on Riah Bae we gone be late for school." She mumbled against my lips

I pulled back and headed to school.

School was cool I got to see Samantha all day because we take all honors classes together.

We got back into my truck and headed to my house.

We pulled up to my house and got out.

"Mom" I yelled walking into the house

I didn’t get a reply, so I figured she was still at work.

"Bae I can't stay long I got to be home soon."

"Why you always want to leave a nigga and shit." I pulled her on my lap

"First off bae you not a nigga. Secondly I have to babysit my aunts kids my mom and dad and my aunt and her husband are going out."

"Aww my baby Kayla and my little nigga Marco gone be there them my babies."

"I thought I was you baby." She said poking her lip out

She looked so cute.

I kissed her bottom lip then sucked on it causing her to moan

"You are my #1 baby."

"I better be your only baby I'm not playing with you Riah"

She was sexy as hell when she was being serious.

"I promise it isn’t no other girl with my attention."

"Better not now come on so you can take me home."

I grabbed my keys and we headed out.

We got in my car and I turned on the radio and B. Smyth Letter was on.

"Oh, s**t this my song." I said getting ready to sing.

"You’re The Apple Of My Eye

Nawal Ion Like That

You The Wheels To My Ride

Keeps Me Going

Yeah, I Know That She Isn’t Heard Nothing Like This

Your My Moon In The Night

You Be Glowing

There Isn’t No Better Feeling

Whenever We Kiss

There's So Many Things I Want to Say

But I Lose The Words

When I See Your Face

They Say Writing Letters

Is So Old Fashion

But This Is The Best Way To Describe My Affection

I'm Writing You This Letter

No Text

No Email

Something Real

Something You Can Feel

I'm Writing You This Letter

All The Reasons I Think We Should Be Together

And I'm A Sit Down With This Pen And Make A List

Of All The Things I Think You Should Know

Even Though They Don't Do This No Mo

Cause Your Worth It

I'm Writing You This Letter

And When I Ink It

You Can Keep This Thing Forever

This Letter"

"Aww baby you can sing" Samantha said

"Duhh bae this song reminds of us, so I sung it for you."

She leaned over and kissed my cheek.

"I love you."

We pulled up to her house.

I cut the car off and we sat there for a while.

"Have you told your mom yet."

"Nope."

"Why not Riah." She said sounding mad

"Look Samantha Ion know how to just come out and tell my mom some s**t like this."

"It's been two freaking months now Riah. Im tired of hiding this from your mom you need to tell her."

"I am Samantha."

"WHEN RIAH."

"I DON'T KNOW DAMN GET OFF MY BACK."

"You Know What I'm A Let You Cool Down Call Me When You Isn’t Got This f****d Up Attitude. "

She got out the car and slammed my door.

"Damn It." I yelled

I pulled out her driveway and headed home.

When I pulled up my mom was there.

I got out my car and headed inside.

"Riah honey can we talk."

"Just great." I said making my way to the living room were my mom was.

When I walked in, she had 2 black duffle bags sitting on the table.

"Shit." I cursed under my breath

"Come sit NOW." She said

I sat on the couch and she stood up.

"What is this and why is it in my house."

"Why were you in my room." I answered her question with a question

"Don't do that Riah I hate when you do that just answer my question. "

"It’s my job."

"What you mean your job. Are you telling me you out there selling drugs running the streets? "

"It’s fast and easy money and it taking care of us."

"I have a job Riah so that "taking care of us" excuse is bullshit. Who are you getting this from.”?

"Dose that even..."

"DAMN IT RIAH ANSWER THE f*****g QUESTION."

"I GOT IT FROM MORRIS."

"Morris."

"Yes, Me and Morris run a drug trade in Atlanta. "

"How long has this been going on."

"A few years I wanted to tell you ma, but I didn’t know how and I didn’t want to see that look you giving me."

"Im so disappointed in you Riah."

"And I didn’t want to hear those words."

"You are a smart girl you make straight A's what made you go down this path. You could get hurt doing something like this Riah."

"I only go out of town and make the drug trades I don’t sell."

"That Doesn't Make It Better Riah You Could Still Get Hurt You Are Only 16 What Do You Know About This Kind Of Stuff. I'll Tell You You Know Nothing And These Damn Streets Don’t Give A f**k About You They Will Chew You Up And Spit You Out."

I Just Looked At My Mom While She Shook Her Head.

The Look Of Disappointment She Was Giving Me Hurt.

"Is There Anything Else I Need To Know And As For This Drug Trading Business Its Over If I Ever Find This In My House Again, I Won't Hesitate To Throw You Out Moriah Do I Make Myself Clear."

"Yes Ma’am. "

"Okay Now Go Get Some Sleep I Love You Honey."

"Wait Mom Can We Talk."

"What sup."

Just tell her Riah.

You can do it.

"Mom Im Gay."

She Started Laughing, “Riah Quit Playing Honey."

"No Mom Im Serious Samantha and I are dating."

She stopped laughing and looked at me.

When she saw I was serious I swear I saw her eyes go from brown to dark black and them I went flying to the floor.

"Ouch Did You Just Hit Me."

"You Damn Right I Did. No Child Of Mine Will Be Gay."

"Well I Am." I said standing up only to get knocked back down another blow to the face.

"You Stupid. You Just Like Your Gay Ass Father And Sister. You Discuss Me. I Want You Out Of My House Tonight. "

I just stood there looking at her as she walked upstairs then I heard her room door slam.

I walked to my room packed all my stuff and loaded it in my car.

Fuck Her.

What Kind Of Mother Does Her Kid Like That?

I Don’t Even Know Why Im Surprised She Did The Same Thing To Megan.

When I Was Done, I Drove To Samantha house.

When I got there, I got out and knocked on the door.

Samantha opened the door and worry took over her face.

"Oh my god Riah what happened to you."

I just broke down crying.

She pulled me in and walked me to her room.

After she closed and locked the door she came and sat by me.

"What happened. "

I couldn’t even speak I just started crying.

"It’s going to be okay Riah."

We sat there till my crying calmed down

"Anything I can do."

"Just Hold Me."

And that's what she did all night held me while I cried my eyes out.