His f*****g big loss... No sign of Havoc on Wednesday and Thursday, and today was Friday. I don't know if I should be worried or mad that he might be with another woman...or he has gotten bored of me and has totally forgotten about me. I could hear my subconscious laughing right now. Yeah, she should laugh. It was her time to shine. "Serena Voss, don't tell me you've started having feelings for Havoc.' I never said anything about having feelings for anyone. 'Then, stop getting yourself worked up because he hasn't come to f**k you. You mean nothing to him, and he to you. You both only swap c*m juices. Don't let your p***y cloud the thinking of your brain.' My subconscious was f*****g blunt with her advice. She was right though, I would not lie. I chose to take Havoc off my mind as I

