My hands gripped into tight balls as pain filled my chest.
This... this can't be the truth. I can't just lose part of me, right?
This is not how this works, right?
I took a few deep breaths, trying to process what he said. Damian's hand put a bit more pressure on my shoulder, drawing my attention to him. I didn't want to look at him right now, because I was sure that all of my emotions were on the surface. If I look at him right now, they will probably spill over and I am not sure if it will end with tears rolling down my cheek or fire blasting all around me... or a mixture of both.
So I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths, calming myself down and letting all of my emotions go down. I need to be zen today and not a crying mess, because yet another part of me is dead or unavailab
