I laid like that for a few hours, just breathing in his scent pretending that just a few hours ago he didn't just turn everything around for me. That he didn't just tell me that he literally loves me or at least cares for me in a similar way.
I was too stunned to react at the moment, but even now I am not sure how to react. And not that he was asking for me to react or to return those emotions to him...
I...
I just don't know how I feel.
I never let myself feel anything for him...
Or for anyone as a matter of fact.
So right now I am forcing myself not to think about it. Not to over analyse the s**t he said or how I am supposed to react to him now... Or even if I should act differently.
Fucking goddess.
I felt so frustrated right now, that I even felt little sparks of my powers at
