You Are Nothing to Me

Chapter 9

"You called before and said you had something to talk to me about. Tell me what!"

I sat cross-legged on the sofa for a moment nervous palms broke out in cold sweat.

In fact, before he came, I have been rehearsed several times, how to start, how to continue to say, all well thought of the lines, but really to open the mouth to find that it is really not a word out.

Zhou Yankang just sat on my side and looked at me, see I have been holding back not to say before reaching out to embrace me.

What happened to "?Is something going on?"

It was rare for him to speak to me so patiently. To tell the truth, I was really flattered.

I took a deep breath, then twisted his arm away, his eyebrows slightly wrinkled, and his attitude instantly turned cold.

"What's the matter, you have anything to say directly, I do not like to guess other people's mind, especially women!"

I swallowed the mouth water slightly uncomfortable smacking a mouth, and then word by word:" I want to and you to dissolve this relationship!"

"Huh?What did you say?"

He didn't seem to have a clear ear close to my side asked again, my heart immediately jumped up, that moment of tension and fear instantly drowned me, but this time I did n' t retreat.

###Chapter17,Want to Terminate

I said it again, this time than was louder than last time, so Zhou Yankang couldn't have missed it.

"That's it?"He didn't look the same, but sat back up after hearing my retelling.

I had guessed that he should be angry, and then angry with me, but I did not expect that he would be so calm, after all after a few seconds of silence he continued to ask me:" Then you have no plans to separate with me when!"

"?"I was completely shocked, looked up at him for a moment do not know what to say, ZhouYanKang but a sneer,Then continue to say:" Since all finally can not hold back and I open,So what can not say?Huh?"

"What do you mean?"

"'S like this. You' re gon na pretend to be in front of me?How to find the gold master, also do not want me?"

"Master?What the hell are you talking about?"His sudden words made me jump, I don't know how he said such things, but he was annoyed, angry to me said to me, he said, he knew everything.

Zhou Yankang said that he could already sense that I wanted to leave him, after all, he was only a springboard for me to spend difficult days, he also knew Mu Chen, body knew Mu Chen sent me home, I could not help but ask:" Are you following me?"

"Tracking?Do you deserve it?Xia An, if you want to know, you must not do it!"

"I have nothing to do with him!"

"Really nothing?"

"No!"

As I spoke, my phone WeChat suddenly rang, Zhou Yankang looked at the screen, and then reached out to me.

"Since there's nothing, show me the phone!"

Why should "show you?"

"Don't dare, do you?"

I have no confidence, because feel this point will give me to send WeChat seems only Mu Chen, although I and he really and nothing, but if it is now ZhouYanKang see, will certainly make a lot of unexplained problems.So I won't give it.

Of course, it doesn't matter whether I' m willing or not. Anyway, in front of Zhou Yankang, I always have no room for resistance. So, after I refused, he directly came over to snatch it.

So, Mu Chen sent me the message was so he saw.

"I'm sorry, An-an, I know today I' m very presumptuous, but I still want to say, I really like you, you in my eyes really special beautiful, from the first time I see you, I think, you are the person I have been waiting for."

"I've seen a lot of you, you' ve been playing the piano quietly, you've been teaching students seriously, and you' ve been tired to sleep at the table in the morning, I...I really have seen you many and many looks, but in fact, what I want to see the most is that you love me look, although I do not know whether this wish can be realized, but I am willing to struggle, also willing to wait for you!"

"Enough, stop reading. Give me the phone!"

I reached over to grab the phone, trying to get it back, Zhou Yankang stood up and raised his hand, then grabbed my collar, loudly said:" What face do you have to snatch the phone?You're out there messing with people and putting a green hat on me?"

"Green hat?"I stopped and stood in front of him with a sudden laugh." I really don't understand. What makes you say the word green hat?Zhou Yankang, are you mistaken about my relationship with you?To put it plainly between us is a contract!"

He was silent all of a sudden, just looking at me quietly, the light shining his face particularly white, at that time, I seemed to see in his eyes a thing called loneliness and disappointment.

He returned the phone to me and then sat on the sofa smoking, he smoked very fierce, one after another, after a long time slowly asked me:" Is it because of him?"

"?"

"The man who just WeChat you!"

"No!"

"I told you to tell the truth!"

Zhou Yankang roared and then put the cigarette in his hand on my body. I reached out to block it. The cigarette that was not extinguished burned on my arm.

"!"I couldn't help but cry out in pain, but he did n' t even look at the eyes, I was a little angry, so picked up the cigarette head back to the past.

"I've really had enough of these days and feel like I' m a pet that you keep locked up. I'm begging you, please let me go. If you go out on your terms, naturally a lot of women want to have children for you. Why do you just stare at me?"

"I will!"

"But I don't want to!"I'm going all out today, and I' ve thought about all the consequences, but I just want to fight because I really don't want to continue with this relationship.

I cried hysterically with a long period of depression and grievance.

"I am only 22 years old, I want to live a normal life, but because with you, I..." I looked at him with tears, and then swallowed some words I did not want to hear.

He was still a cold expression, as if everything had nothing to do with him, he asked me:" So, I let you suffer?But Cheyenne, don't forget, you signed the agreement voluntarily!"

"But do we follow the agreement above?It said the labor, but?At that time you threatened me with my mother's medical expenses and forced me to do so. When my mother left, when I wanted to terminate my contract with you, you did it again!"

"So, you went to college and I forced you?I forced you to spend money?Cheyenne, it's you who's trying to use your body in exchange for me. How did it get into your mouth and become my fault?I'm not a good man, but do n' t think you're so pure!"

"Yes, it's me, it's all my fault, it's my heart is playing green tea, then I do n' t want to do now, I want to cancel the contract can?"

"No!"He didn't even think about the answer to me, I do n' t understand, crying to ask him why, he just a light glance at me, and then said:" I don't get a woman even destroyed I will not give it to others!"

### Section 18,Half Yearly

He is still so overbearing, the slightest will not make a compromise, as if everything he determined there is nothing to change, I also anxious, directly told him, whether he is willing or not, I have decided, he looked at me, laughable light a breath, then quietly said:" Then you can try!"

"What do you mean?"

"It doesn't mean anything. Just let you try!"

He said that is actually a reverse threat to me, I cry to ask him, how to let me go.He looked at it, his face a little ugly, he asked me:" Is it because of that man?"

"No!"I said to him with a firm face:" No, no, no, it's nothing to lie about. Today training school has a dinner, everyone drank some wine, so the atmosphere immediately broke out, he did confess to me, but I did not accept!"

"Not accepted?"He gave a cold laugh, apparently not quite convinced." What's wrong with not receiving the news you WeChat?"

"Didn't you read it yourself with your cell phone? If I accepted it, he told me to think about it?"

"In that case, not for him, why did you leave?"

"Because I feel like I'm being wrapped up. Little Three!"

"No!Not for these reasons!"

Zhou Yankang looks like he sees through me, and then slowly says:" This is not the key, the key is that you think you have the ability to leave me, you are senior, also found a job, and this time I gave you a lot of money saved, you have the ability to go out, so you do not need me!Right?"

"Me!"I had a knot in my tongue, and when I reached the mouth of my throat I was swallowed by myself. He looked at me and smiled, and then said," Cheyenne, do you think you're the one who wants to leave and stay?"

"I really want to live my life, and I want to look up and be a person."

I handed me a copy of my mother's suicide note to his hand, and then choked:" I never knew how wrong I did, and even felt that my sacrifice was simply heaven-defying, but until today I realized how stupid everything I did, not only did I not save my mother's life, I also let her lose all confidence in me, I think, her old man, to the moment I left, was desperate for me."

Zhou took the letter and turned pale.

"What if I change your identity?Would you like to stay with me?"

"What do you mean by that?"

"Girlfriend?What about this identity?"

Zhou Yankang jumped in his eyes and asked me, his expression actually carried a bit of sincerity, but I am confused amorous feelings directly refused, and also reminded him that he has a wife.

He rose to his feet and sighed, his cigarette-losing appearance wrapped in some incomprehensible loneliness.

"Half a year, half a year if not pregnant I will let you go, of course, if you want to go now, then I will not let you easy, so, either by me, or you can also try, I will do something to destroy you!"

I paused for a moment and then asked back," What do you say?"

"Don't worry, I wo n' t leave a woman without me in my heart!"

Zhou Yankang's words always make me unable to guess his thoughts. Sometimes, I often feel that he seems to have some other feelings in my possession, but I never allow myself to keep guessing, because I know that the more I guess, the more confused my mind will be.

I still agree, say really, actually agree still quite happy, after all, I have been taking medicine, I feel that they will not be pregnant at all, at that time, the time, he fulfilled the agreement to let me off, that is actually also considered as the best way of two, otherwise say really, if really and he broke up, I also do not dare to confirm what he will do to me.

After all, I can also see Zhou Yankang's financial resources after this period of time together, I think such a person if want to make me a weak woman, it should be no difficulty at all.