You Are Nothing to Me

Chapter 4

I said:" I really can't stand this kind of life, I have no choice but to go this way, I just...But there are a few other ways, I will not be like this now, you also see my family this situation, my mother high amputation lying in bed, I am a student, even if I go out to jobs a day I can not afford those medical expenses!"

"Get up and talk!"

He cold eyes called me, but I don't hear, that time is really open-ended, just want to put their heart completely out.

"I really don't want to, today...Today, when the woman who said it was your wife rushed in, I really had a feeling of being caught as a junior. I don't know the grudge between you, but I' m innocent. I didn't want to destroy your family, and I did n' t with you.I just...I just want to make a life-saving money for my mother!"

"Up!"He shouted to me again, and I held his leg but did not want to stand up in the slightest appearance, on the contrary, I appear particularly anxious, and do not know why, there is a now if not continue to speak, then there will be no opportunity to speak the feeling.

He suddenly squatted down and asked me," Do you want to leave me so much because of today?"

I cried a pumping, when he asked a stunned, then a long time later nodded.

"Well, I see. Get up!"

He just so a sentence to me to answer, I was stunned in place, asked him is not let me mean, but he hooked the corner of the mouth of a funny hum, he asked me:" Even if I am willing to let you go, then you can not leave me now?Without me, you have to pay for your mother's medicine?"

"Me ……"

I was asked speechless, but Zhou Yankang was very satisfied with my reaction, he reached out to hold me up, and then let me put on my clothes, when I finished everything, he suddenly threw up to me:" No!"

###Chapter9,You' it

"?What?"My whole person's nerve all burst up, heard can not three words when still thought he was to say let me go, did not expect him to gently pat my head, said to me:" in the future will not appear today's matter, she will not come to you again!"

I was a little disappointed, but think also reasonable, a moment before I still do not let go of the men, this moment how can be a good heart to let me go.

Zhou Yankang told me not to be stubborn, he said and he was no doubt to fight with the egg to smash the stone, he said:" You know in your heart, you simply can not go, because we signed the contract, you have also moved my money!"

"I'll give you something to write, and I' ll pay you back the money later?"

"So you really don't want to do it, do you?"

He suddenly asked me this sentence, I didn't even think about it immediately loudly said "Yes!"Word.

"That!Then I'll go to the hospital and refund the surgery fee!"

"Wait!"

In the end, he still won, I stood there from grief to helplessness, the last is only the infinite compromise to reality.

I didn't resist, because, as he said, I knew that I could n' t resist at all.

He didn't take me back, as if there was something in a hurry, so I asked myself to take a taxi. When I got to the hospital, the nurse was making hot water for my mother. She greeted me immediately when she saw me.

He said my mother woke up and kept asking her about it. I panicked and asked," What did she ask you?"

"I didn't hear clearly after listening for a long time. I' m wearing an oxygen mask. The doctor won't let me take it!"

"All right, I'll go and have a look!You'll have a rest first. You' ll have to watch it tonight!"

"Row!"

I took the kettle from her and walked toward the ward. My mother saw me as soon as I entered the room and got excited.

"Mom, don't do this, lie down!"

I ran over and pressed her down, and her eyes turned to me and her face turned white.

Her body began to tremble, and her hands were waving wildly, and I stood by the side in a hurry, asking what she was doing.

I couldn't hear her talking with the an oxygen mask. I did n' t hear what she was saying until I came over to help her remove it.

My mother asked me why those people wanted to hit me. I was stunned and helped her up.

"Mom, I'll tell you everything. Do n' t get too excited. Lie down first!"

"You...Say it!Why!"

"Don't be so excited. You' ve just finished the operation. You can't breathe!"

I pulled the quilt to help her cover, but she pushed aside, she asked me:" Do you really do someone else's junior?"

The action on my hand stopped for a moment. I lowered my head and looked up without courage. But my mother's question did n' t stop. On the contrary, she became even more angry when she saw my reaction.

"You talk, answer me, Cheyenne, I'm asking you, are you really someone else's junior?"

"Mom!"

"Speak!"

"Mom, it's not like that!"

"Then what do you tell me?"

She was lying on the bed looking at me, tears patting down, she told me to take the phone out of the police, she said:" Since it is someone else misunderstood you, hit you wrong, then you immediately give me the police!"

"Can not alarm!"I pulled the phone back a few steps, she looked at me, eyes more disappointed a few points.

I know yesterday's things she must be asked, so in fact also prepared, but I do not know how to speak.She was still very excited, and the grip on my hand increased a little, and she leaned over with her head over my shoulder, and opened her mouth incredulously at me, and said word by word," So you admit it?"

My tears came down, I tried to calm my mother's emotions, but he did n' t listen to anything, she suddenly burst suddenly burst out, beating and cursing at me, and finally throwing a glass of water in front of the bed on my face when the expulsion order was issued.

"You get out of here!Get out of here!I'll pretend I did n' t have a daughter like you. Get out of here!I, Li Hongmei, do not let you go to my door, die do not let you go to my door!"

"Mom, you don't do this, I beg you, I beg you, okay, sorry, I' m wrong, you don't do this!Don't be angry, you just finished the operation can not be angry, I beg you okay!Come on!"

I held her in my arms and pressed her down on the bed, but she struggled with the me and finally pushed down all the instruments.

The nurse just happened to check the room, when she came in to see a fright, she quickly put the instrument up and then loudly ask us what is going to do," the hospital is not your home, want to make a noise home, these instruments if fell are to lose money!"

"Line!I don't want to stay. I' ll go back!"

My mother opened the quilt rampage to the ground, this pounce I also fell, that moment, I really can not stretch.

"What the hell are you doing!"I knelt on the ground and screamed hysterically. I yelled at her to show her how I looked and ask her how to get back. I said," The house is sold. You think we have a home to go back!"

My mother lay on the ground and was stunned. She looked at me, her mouth wide open and she didn't know what to say. The nurse hurried over to help her up, but I stopped her.

"You are going back!OK, you go back now ah, and, mom, you don't want to hit me, then come on, I just sit here for you to deal with, anyway I' ve had enough of these days, you just beat me to death!I am free!"

My mother slapped me a few times, also hammered me a few good times, may see my mouth bleeding, so still soft-hearted stop, she cried heartache, asked me, she did something wrong in her previous life will fall to this end, I swayed body on the bed, let the tears madly wash their world.

"That end?Yeah, you're sick, you' re poor, but you're lying in the hospital and I' m taking care of you. Mom, have you ever thought of me?I dropped out of school overnight and was told that my grandmother, father and brother were gone. The only surviving mother was also amputated. Did you think of my mood at that time?Mom, do you know how I got through these days? Sometimes I'd rather die myself than be in bed."

"You've been scolding me, saying that I' m sorry for you, you don't even ask and you' re sure I've done something else, you think I' ve lost your face, and you think it's a shame to have such a daughter.But Mom, I tell you, even if I really did do other people's three, it is also you forced!"

###Chapter10,Mother's Speech

The atmosphere in the room was so quiet and terrible that all the people were silent at the moment. The nurse standing there was obviously stunned, but there was still basic professionalism, so a few minutes later she came to help my mother up.

Mom suddenly quieted down, she returned to bed, face tears also dried, after the nurse tidied up the room equipment my mother said to the nurse:" You go out first, here is nothing, I want to talk with my daughter!"

"But you haven't made it today!You..." The nurse should have wanted to say a few more words, but she stopped at the sight of my mother's expression.

I sat on the on the ground all this time, my strength seemed to have been drained, and I leaned against the edge of the bed, my limbs and bones tingling with and bones.

"Ann!"

My mother whispered my name, I did not move, also did not pay attention, but the tears did not consciously come out.

"Two days before the earthquake, your father and I were still talking about going to your school to see you, because your birthday is about to come, your father went to Zhou Da Fu and bought you a necklace, ready to take it to you, An-an, you may have always thought that I and your father have a brother to you are not so close, in fact, you do not know, I and your father love you more."

"You got good grades from childhood, junior high school has been admitted to the city one and then have been sent to the school, we meet people say you are proud and proud, our home at the beginning of the conditions you know, but in your study, I and your father have never been stingy, you want to learn the piano, I will buy you a piano, a piano twenty-four, that is my one-year salary, a freshman, you went to participate in the English competition, the result of the day before the competition you gastroenteritis, and then that day you did not have the first competition, call back to cry to me and your father for several hours!"

"An-an, you have always been strong, good, in the study never let me and your father to worry about anything, we have always been special trust you, because we know you have their own goals, also know what kind of person you want to become, so, look at you now,", I feel ashamed to you, also ashamed to you, I was thinking, after I died went underground, how to explain to him, how should I tell him, his favorite daughter to save me, sold himself!"