You Are Nothing to Me

Chapter 5

"So what do you want me to do?Let me watch you die in bed?I no longer have a father, you are my last family!"

"But you can't lose your nature by doing anything?"

She trembled and tears burst out of the her eyes. I staggered up to her side and fell to her knees.

Regret, helplessness, pain, sadness, all kinds of emotions like the weight of the stones pressed on my body, I want to refute for myself, but in the eyes of my mother wrapped in that a disappointed can not open the mouth.

She still grabbed my hand, fingers on the back of my hand back to and fro caress, she let me tell her the truth, is not really do other people's third, I wailed shaking head over and over again saying no, she did not believe, asked me:" If not, then how people's wife came to hit you?Mom's not a fool. I heard all that!"

"That's not true!"

I lowered my head and my eyes blurred, and the unspeakable pain in my heart still stung every nerve.

I still told my mother all together, I don't want to lie to her, at that time is also clear that I ca n' t lie, I said I did take people's money, but not Xiao San, and I do n' t know any of his family.

My mother endured the anger bit by bit listening to all the things, in the end I finished the moment she shouted to my aunt to desperately, said my aunt animals are inferior, how can you introduce me to do this business!

I used all my strength to lie on her body pressed, roared:" If she did not give me this way, I did not even mother!"

Then there was nothing, and my mother didn't scold me, and she did n' t spill anything. She suddenly became so quiet and terrible that no matter how I spoke to her, she didn't pay me any attention. Only when the nurse came to change shifts did she ask me to rest.

I always feel that there is something wrong, but at that time do not know where this kind of bad strength came from, I dare not go, just sit on the side, I said I'm fine anyway, I stayed to accompany her, she shook her head said not, then suddenly warm voice:" you have a wound, good to rest, girls, if there is any scar on the face after not good!"

I timidly lifted the leader's light to move past some fear, but this time she did not look at me with that disappointed and angry eyes, she only slowly nodded, then said to me:" If you want to stay, stay!"

That night we didn't sleep and said that night, my mother told me a lot of things about my childhood, and then told me, I have been very good and smart since I was young, she said I should be very good people, I lay on the bed side do n' t dare to see her face, until dawn she gradually began to show fatigue.

I got out of bed to cover her, let her rest for a while, she reached out to hold me, gently, soft.

"Ann, you...Are you pregnant?"

My body stiffened and shook my head slowly. My mother looked at me and smiled, then reached out to smooth the bangs on my forehead.

"Good child, mother does not blame you, mother only blame oneself, listen to mother's words, and he end!"

"But the contract was signed!"

"It's all right. It's illegal to do that. Even if you breach the contract, he won't tell you!"

I was skeptical and always felt that my mother was a little wrong, but she said so, so I agreed. My mother asked me how much money Zhou Yankang had taken, I carefully calculated, and then told her the number.She nodded and told me she was hungry and wanted something to eat.

I looked at the phone, it was not six o'clock, and then said to him:" Mom, why do n' t you wait, seven nurse came!I told her to bring breakfast, it would be too early, the hospital canteen did not sell early ah!"

"You go out and buy me something. I'm starving!"My mother said the frown of pain and then unconsciously covered her stomach.

All in this way, I can still do, so can only put on clothes immediately go out, go out when I hesitated, standing at the door holding hands and asked my mother a sentence, I said:" something to hide from me!"

She lay on the bed seemed a little weak, then slightly pull the corner of the mouth smile:" I can hide something you, go quickly, mother hungry stomach suffering!"

"Well, what would you like, Mom?"

"All right, you can buy it!"

"Good, then you wait for me to come back, I'll be soon!"

I really did come back soon, but my mother did not wait for me, I did not think that this sentence will be the last sentence I said to my mother.

### Section 11,Follow me back

I bought a bowl of Xiaomi pumpkin porridge and a plain dumpling. When I went back, I found no one in the ward.I was a little confused but did not think too much, thought my mother should go to the toilet, so put down the things then went to the bathroom knocked on the door, but the inside of the light is on, but no one.

I panicked all of a sudden, and I didn't know why my heart thumped wildly. I ran out and ran into a nurse.I rubbed my aching hand joints just wanted to ask her where my mother went when I heard her frown did not yell at me," Why are you still here, your mother is in the rescue, go!"

My mind went blank and my legs went soft. I grabbed the nurse's hand and asked incredulously," I was fine when I went out. How did I get into the emergency room?"

"I still want to ask you?How to nurse, we also received the notice to go down to save the person, estimate is right should fall from the window!"

"How is that possible, my mother can't even walk, how can she fall from the window!"

"We don't know either. The hospital has already sent you a police report. You should follow me now. The patient is in critical condition. You have to sign on the operation sheet."

I ran to the nurse with-minded consciousness with the nurse, and the doctor came out as soon as the word on the operation sheet was signed!

My mother just left, can not be strange, a moment ago also told me to eat breakfast people, how so soon died?I don't believe it. I hold the signed operation form and hand it to the doctor, crying and saying," Doctor, I have signed the form. Can you rescue me again?"

Doctors are used to life and death, so the scene will not have much feeling, even at this time I grieved, but in their eyes is still cold.

I'm sorry to say that we did our best to get rid of me.

The police came not long ago, after general survey told me, my mother is suicide, I said impossible, my mother is disabled, how can he jump out of the window.

At that time my mood had been a bit broken, I don't know what, rushed up to grab the police collar and scolded them.

I said they were brainless, they said they were incompetent, they warned me and then said that if I continued to make a fuss I would accuse me of assaulting the police, I was angry with a chest door and then the eyes were dark, when I woke up I was already lying on the bed, and Zhou Yankang was next to me.

I weakly dragged the bed along the figure to get up, ZhouYanKang reached out to press me down.

"You didn't see yourself taking a drip?"

I stretched out my hand and pulled out the needle tube on the back of my hand, completely ignoring the blood spurting out of his mouth, Zhou Yankang's face instantly turned green, but he was not shouted by me when I spoke.

"My mother is dead. Do you think I'm in the mood to lie in bed now?"

The muscles in his face trembled slightly, and then I got up and put on my shoes and spat out," Your mother really committed suicide!"

"Impossible!"I roared, and I said," She doesn't know how to walk, how can she fall out of the window!"

"Then tell me, is your mother still murdered?Think about it yourself. Who would come to the hospital to kill a disabled person?Besides, the VIP ICU is equipped with a camera!"

I fell to the ground and looked at him in disbelief." What did you say?Have a camera?"

He lit a cigarette, looking at the expression seems not very good mood, he walked to my side and then slowly squat down, he said:" The camera took all the past down, I also went to see, your mother really jumped!And..." He paused and then took a puff of the smoke, and then he opened his mouth with the some other emotion.

"And I don't think you wo n' t miss it at all. Your mother must have been prepared for this!"

I covered my ears and didn't dare to continue listening, but in fact, as Zhou Yankang said, I had already noticed that my mother was a little abnormal last night.

My mother's affairs are very simple, the body went out from the hospital to directly send to the crematorium, Zhou Yankang bought my mother a cemetery I did not want, holding the urn said to take my mother home.

My hometown is in Sichuan, it takes more than six hours to go back by high-speed rail, Zhou Yankang is worried about me, insisted to accompany me to go, I also have no strength to argue with him what, so also follow him.When they got back, everyone thought of him as my boyfriend.

I didn't explain a word, let others misunderstand, until my mother buried me to call him out to talk with him.

He was sitting at the door smoking in his uncle's military coat. He saw me go and slowly stood up. He asked me when I was going to go back. I took a breath and summoned up my courage." I' m not going back!"

"No!"He frowned immediately, the smoke was instantly extinguished on the ground," I book tickets tomorrow, you and I go back together!"

In fact, I have been thinking for a long time these two days, so directly and he spread the cards, I and he explained that he helped his purpose is only for my mother to collect medical expenses, now my mother is gone, I do not have such a need.

He stood with the me, his eyes fixed on me as if they were going to gouge me out deeply, and he called me "stupid!"Then asked me," Is your mother gone, you do not want to live?"

"I don't want to live, on the contrary, I will live well, also because I want to live well, so I do n' t want to make a mistake again!"

"A mistake?"He repeated the sentence, and then hooked the corners of his mouth meaningfully. He moved step by step toward me, and finally reached out to restrain me.

"You think it's a mistake to know me?"

"Not?Do you want me to say I'm happy to know you!"

"Well, that's true!"

"You dream!Hmm ……"

He lowered his head to kiss up to come up, with occupation and extreme tyranny to my mouth all the air sucked away, I felt that my breathing began to hurry up, so I couldn't help but want to reach out to push him, the result was he backhand grip firmly pressed on the wall.