You Are Nothing to Me

Chapter 6

###Chapter12,Old Fox

I struggled but could only open my mouth to bite. I was just trying to scare him, but I really bit on his lips. I felt his body tremble obviously, and then a strong smell of blood spread in my mouth.

It was over, he was obviously angry, the moment I let go he reached out to wipe my lips, the result of the hand immediately left a shocking red.

"Me...You...You ……" first

Every time he looked at me I couldn't help but start to fear. Sometimes I felt like a cat and a mouse with Zhou Yankang. Subconsciously, there was a relationship of fear.

I thought he was going to hit me when he reached out, but he went around my neck and pressed my head against him.

He said:" I give you a night to consider, you want to go with me or not, if you do not go with me, then it also means that you will immediately back hundreds of thousands of debt, if you go with me, then all matters will not change, I will also provide you follow-up studies."

"What do you mean?"

"I heard you say before that you really want to go back to school, no problem, I can give you!"

"Why?"

"Why does this need to be?"He smiled disapprovingly at me, then said slowly:" mutual benefit satisfaction, there is no reason, I want you to give me children, then I have to pay a price!"

I didn't expect Zhou Yankang to use such a request to entice me, to tell the truth, I really moved, I know there may be someone will think I shameless, no sense of shame, but at that time, I really have no other choice.

I want to go to school, so casually to find a job, but I know in my heart, without graduation certificate I simply can not find a good job, I also can not accept, just like my mother before I said, in everyone's eyes I have been so excellent, so I do not want to make myself because of these and become a mediocre person.

Perhaps this time has experienced too much, so that my temperament has changed a lot, I know the cruelty of the world, also understand the cold in front of the reality, take my family this change, after my parents left, I so many relatives, no one said a willing to take me in, even verbal polite words have not, they say the most one is:" An-an ah, you have to work hard in the future!"

I flipped over and over in bed for a night, the next day when I woke up, I directly rushed to Zhou Yankang's room, he seemed not surprised at my arrival, saw me slightly raised eyebrows and then softly said:" Hurry up to pack things, I bought eleven!"

"You...Have you bought me a ticket?"

"Yes!"

I was stunned for a moment and then walked over to him in a complicated mood. I asked him," I didn't tell you, my decision, do you think I will go back with you!"

He got up and smiled, his eyes filled with confidence, and he told me he didn't have to think because he knew I would go with him.

"Why?"

"Because you are a smart girl!"

ZhouYanKang rarely and I said a lot of words, He said, My bones are clear and proud, I sneered, Counter-question::" Since you think I have clear high, So shouldn't think I wo n' t go back with you, After all, clear high girls how can use themselves to exchange money?"

"You don't have to put it too badly. Now that you' ve made up your mind, there are things you should think from a different angle!"

I couldn't help but curl up in my sleeve and look at him without saying a word.

"Cheyenne, do you think I don't know you at all?"

I didn't answer, but frankly I really feel that way in my heart, after all, my relationship with him here, in this abnormal interest relationship, can have any understanding, but he said to me:" Actually I am the person who knows you the most!"

"Xia An, you are a good girl, you are also very smart, very kind, and you are a very high demand for their own people, I think if there is no change in the family, you will certainly according to their own original plan to go on, you have a dream, also have the strength, so I have always known you are a deep unreconciled mediocre girl!"

"And then?"

"And then there's nothing to say. You know very well that I' m the only one you can change right now!"

I couldn't help but shiver. At that moment, I really felt that Zhou Yankang looked like an old fox.

I hate the feeling that everything is seen through by others, not to mention that this person is still Zhou Yankang, I even feel a little powerless, but also vaguely in the bottom of my heart to have a kind of.

I couldn't help but wonder if my decision was right, because at that time I had a feeling that I could n' t leave Zhou Yankang.

That day I asked Zhou Yankang two questions, one about his wife, the other is naturally money.

For his wife, he did not tell me in detail, only a sentence does not need me to worry, and also can guarantee that the other will never come to me again.

I would actually want to ask a few more questions, for example, why she had a wife to find me to have children, but the words to the mouth still swallowed.

As for money, he money, he also said that the cents will not be less, if I do not feel at ease sign a contract.

I "Hmm!"Then he turned and was ready to go out. He stopped me and asked where I was going. I whispered," Pack up!"

So I followed him back to N City, in the plane back I was actually wavering, and has been measuring whether this choice is correct or wrong, but when I returned to school, I did not think that this decision is worth it.

###Chapter13,You're actually a b***h.

Zhou Yankang bought a small apartment for me near the school. He came once every two weeks. Every time he came, he would give me some living expenses. Sometimes it was five thousand, sometimes it would be ten thousand. I never asked for it. Anyway, as much as he gave me, I would take it. If I couldn't use it, I would save it.

I tried my best to study, textual research, and then took a class first in the final exam, the day I gave Zhou Yankang a WeChat, he saw a smile on my face, and then said to me," Celebrate at night."

I was stunned at once, and I couldn't understand why I sent him such a message. Then I flipped through the chat records and discovered that I would report my life status to him from time to time.

I haven't been in love, so have no experience to the feelings, just vaguely feel that he seems to Zhou Yankang mixed with some other emotions, I even began to panic, do n' t know how to be good, I asked myself over and over again, is not dependent on him, but every time after the question I will shake my head vigorously.

"No, it must not be. I'm just saying it!"

Zhou Yankang really came that day and bought me a bunch of roses. He took me to the revolving restaurant in the new street for a steak. After that, he took me to a movie. After that, I cried.

He didn't even wait for me to walk out of the theater, causing me to look up and find someone who thought he was missing, but he ran out and found him smoking at the exit.

I angrily walked over and asked him why he didn't wait for me. He did n' t even lift his head and replied:" You cry like a fool, don't want to wait!"

"You!"

I couldn't help but point my finger at him, but in the moment when his eyes touched me, he shrunk back again, I asked him if he can not harm me in the future, he tilted his head slightly puckered, and then softly said:" I just tell the truth!"

He has been together for almost a semester, to say that he is not good to me, sometimes feel he is good to me, but to say that he is good, and often appear like today's situation, but think carefully, he seems to have been such a character, concise speech, attitude is always light.

I happened to be with my aunt that day, so he didn't plan to go back to the apartment with me. He told me to take a taxi and gave me some money when I was separated. I did n' t say anything and stuffed it into my pocket.

"You've got your hands on the money now!"

I don't know how much sarcasm he had in his words, but I' m used to his tone anyway, so I with a thick face at the corner of my mouth and said," You gave me the money and I didn't do anything!"

"How much should you do with the money?"

Of course I knew what he meant, but I couldn't control the pregnancy. He looked at me suspiciously with a frown, and then asked me," You wo n' t do anything to hide it from me!"

I suddenly felt a knot in my heart, that moment felt my back broke out in cold sweat, I dry smile said "how possible!"Then whispered," You should know every time you do something."

He raised his eyelids slightly downward, the pupils constricted at that moment like a cold light from my body, I immediately shrunk up the neck but he reached out a hug over.

He lowered his head, his mouth close to my ear, and I could feel his even and powerful breathing, and his body close

"An-an, don't play smart in front of me, I hope what should be done, what should not do your own heart is clear!"

It was summer, but my words made me shiver. I slowly raised my chin to look at him, and my heart beat faster.

When I got back to the apartment that day, I went straight to the room without even taking off my shoes. I opened the last drawer in the bedside table and found that the pill was still on the original table. I sighed and sat down on the bed with sweat all over my face.

"OK!Good!It's all there!"

Today ZhouYanKang said that when I thought that he had been secretly eating contraceptive things he knew, come back to see things have not been touched before a big relief.

In fact, this period of time I have been secretly oral avoid.Pregnancy.Drug, One is not want to let oneself pregnant, Two I also wait for ZhouYanKang and I cancel the contract, Because at that time I think, If I don't pregnant for a long time, He certainly wo n' t waste time on me.

I want to leave him, so I have been making preparations, this semester he gave me money I also did not use, all saved up, calculated, also saved nearly seventy to eighty thousand, I next year's senior fourth, think about, this money is completely let me through college life.

I found a part-time job, in a bar to do the front desk, the result did not do a few days was Zhou Yankang shouted stop.

I was a little angry, shouting at him at the top of my voice:" Why don't you let me go out to work?"

He was more angry than I was, and grabbed my arm and said I was wrong.