Pouring my heart to Micheal made me feel better , I dont hate him even though he had me deported I understood where he was coming from he didnt know I was pregnant he misunderstood the Jacob situation and I understand him and I forgive him . Now that we have two beautiful kids together he will forever be part of my life .
I was shocked and saddened to hear what he went through while raising Jacob .
One thing I have never known even on googling about him is his family , his parents , hes never talked about Jacob's grandparents , just his late wife , I will someday ask him.
I really cant believe I am his wife even though Jacob rape-married us , I am somehow grateful its Micheal .
The handcuff unlocked when we told each other we love each other , it felt so good to have some hand free
