Queen. I shouldnt have lashed out on my husband like that. I acted like a spoiled brat. I know I want to make a living , I didn't think through. I always wanted to be an actress but hadn't thought of the fame that comes with it , the pressure is too much I don't want it to be the reason I don't spend time with my children , to see them grow because am too busy chasing paper. I love my husband I don't feel its great to ruin my relationship with him because am so greedy for fame. I can make a living with any other career, I can paint , write essays . I did a bit of art and design back in school . Jake and his wife came to take the twins for a sleep over , I had the house and my husband to myself. An idea came into my mind. I need to make it up to him for how rude I was to him

