The Depressed Lesbian

THE KISS

Matilda Pov

It was finally weekend after a long school week.i wasn't planning on doing anything for the day until I received a call from Bella

Hey it's Bella

Oh hey,Bella wassup?

Remember what we talked about?

Party?

You dismissed that, how about drinks at our favorite bar and who knows you might lay a girl.

What time?

6:30, you come fetch me you know i can't drive when I'm drunk

Sure thing

I disconnected and checked for something to wear on my closet,I decided to go with my blue jeans an oversized designed tee with old skool vans.

I layed back in back in bed scrolled through my screen an idea came in my mind that why don't I just stalk Daisy's socials maybe I can find her pictures of her and her girlfriend,I got so mad when I found out her i********: account is private I have to request a follow and she would know I'm stalking her. I tried f*******: and lickily it wasn't locked but it had zero pictures. Great right?just great.

I decided to change into my fit for night and take a walk before taking off to the bar .I passed by the park noticed someone sitting alone on the bench chair I sat with Daisy. I decided to go and say hi I was astonished when I found Daisy there crying she was crying

"Hey hey are you okay"I said sitting next to her

"I'm fine"she said tryna hide the tears that were on her face.

"hey look "I placed my hands on both sides of her face wiping off the tears from her eyes with my thumb,we were inches away from each other and I could feel her warm breath caress my skin I moved a little more closer smashed my lips against hers,I was expecting a slap across my face but she kissed me back but quickly stopped and moved back.the kiss was soft ,slow and most of all passionate

"I'm sorry"I apologized

"don't do it again,I only let you cause I needed it"

"So does that mean you loved it?"I asked with a smirk

"Mati I gotta go".

"Okay they bye"

Matilda Pov

It was Friday and that only meant one thing,no school the following day I should be excited but i wasn't as much excited. maybe it was because I wasn't gonna see Daisy. I drove to the park after school and watched the orange sun set down from the horizon.

It was getting dark so I decided to drive back home only to find Tess there.

"ey, Tess what are you doing here?"I asked resting my keys on the coffee table

"uhm Matilda I just thought I should come see you I mean it's Friday and perhaps I can sleep over"she replied with smiling wide

"Sleepover??no no no you can't sleepover here I mean I'm going somewhere so there's no way you can sleep here"it was a lie I wasn't going anywhere the thought of Tess sleeping in my house was just unbearable

"Ou,I just wanted to spend some time with you"she said with a disappointed Expression

"Can I go to my room...I have to change"I pointed the stairs

"Yeah yeah of course"she nodded and followed on my steps.

I had no idea how I was gonna change with her in my room, don't get me wrong I love being naked around girls just not Tess to be exact,the whole school would find out about that even if they didn't know my body features they would know everything.im just grateful to my father he built a walk in closet for me I changed in there leaving Tess seated at the edge of my bed .

"done"

"I should get going since I'm not gonna sleepover and it's getting late"

"Lemme drop you home"I offered pointing at the door, we hurried downstairs I took my car keys and drove Tess to her house on my way back there was someone standing at a corner I couldn't see clearly who it was cause her head was facing down and it looked like she was crying,I got out of my car and walked to the person with a little bit of fear who knows I might be getting hijacked .

"uhm heyy,you okay?"I asked from a distance

"I'm fine"she answered sobbing ,the voice was familiar to me

"It's dark and cold outhere wanna come to my car? there's a heater"

She raised her head up and it was Daisy I rushed to her and held her on her shoulders" Daisy what are you doing here?"

"It's a long story"she said sniffing

"I have time"

"We definitely can't talk about it here"

"Let's go to my house then"I said pointing at my car, she was hesitant but she got inside I drove to my house.

"Your parents?"she questioned standing at the door way

"they're here,but don't worry about them they won't have a problem"I reassured stretching my hand out to her

"Okay then"she ignored my hand and walked side by side with me we met with my parents seated on the couch

"Oh you're back, don't drive at night we were worried about you"mom stood up from her spot and walked to me after acknowledging Daisy's presence she stopped from her tracks

"Oh Heyy,I'm her mom"she said pointing out to me

"good evening Mrs Dennis" Daisy greeted respectfully making my dad turn from his spot too to see who was greeting

"She's my friend her name is Daisy Buck we're from the same class"

"Oh I thought you're her girlfriend,the only friend I know of is Candy"

"Mom" that was so cringey

"You're welcome dear make yourself feel at home"my dad welcomed Daisy

"we'll just go to my room"

"food is ready ain't you hungry"mom asked heading to the kitchen

"mom we'll join you in a minute there's something serious we have to talk about"I said panting from the stairs

"So what is it?"I asked patting a spot next to me showing Daisy where she must seat

She sat next to me and sighed"okay so I'll tell you everything and please don't ever tell this to anyone I trust you with this"she said looking up to me

"you can't trust me"I placed my hand on top of hers

She released a deep sigh before talking"I'm adopted Mr and Mrs Buck ain't my real parents that's why I'm Blackadder they're white,I don't know why they adopted me cause they never showed me any love I remember everything they took me from the orphanage when I was 7 they made me their slave they never forgot to remind me how my parents dumped me to the orphanage,I know nothing about my biological parents I sometimes wish they never adopted me , staying in the orphanage was not nice too but at least we were all orphans and no one reminded us how we got dumped. Thats not all when I was 16 last of last year,my dad wanted to r**e me but I managed to escape when I told mom about it she burnt with a hot iron on my back"she took of her t-shirt revealing the huge scar on her back"he hasn't stopped he still tries to r**e me but I don't know where I get the power to overpower him and today was one of those days"a tears escaped her brown eyes I clamped my teeth in anger I was so angry after hearing everything my face was warm.

"I'm so sorry Daisy I didn't know you were going through such I'm really sorry"as much as I wanted to kill her foster parents I felt in pain for Daisy my heart broke for her I tried comforting her but she got up wiping her tears

"I have to go "

"where?"I asked getting up

"Home"

"No you can't go back there "

"I'll be fine don't worry"she didn't give me a chance to convince her to staying a blink she was gone , right after she left Tess walked in

"Oh hey Matilda I'm glad you're still here I think I left my phone on your room"she explained before I could say anything

"Lemme go get it for you then"I rushed to my room searched for it found it on my mirror then hurried downstairs and handed it to her

"Thank you so much Matilda"she said with a smile on her face I half smiled back

She left,we had supper I returned back to my room layed my head on my pillow glanced at the ceiling I couldn't sleep I was tossing and turning the whole night what Daisy said just kept replaying in my head

Daisy Pov

As I walked in the loud school corridors I felt uneasy I could hear small whispers behind my back and when I looked back they would talk loudly everyone was acting odd people kept giving me weird stares when I finally got in class everyone gave me weird stares I walked to my desk where I found Elise.

"Elise do you have any idea what's happening here?"I asked sliding on my seat

"Uhm Daisy you haven't heard it?"she had an unreadable expression

"noo what are you talking about?"

"It was shared on the school group everyone has it"she played a recording on her phone hesitantly

It was everything I told Matilda. I was so mad I walked around the school looking for Matilda I found her on the parking lot

"Matilda I hate you,I trusted you with that and you recorded me I hate you,how could you?"I asked but i asked burning with rage to kill her right there

"Daisy I swear I swear I didn't record you "she defended herself

"Then who did?"I only told you this I hate you Matilda Dennis I should've known you had nothing but evil desires towards me"I left her standing there I didn't wanna hear her lies.