Was I being selfish, yes, and I regret the way I spoke to everybody, but I've seen people being crucified for speaking the truth and being honest about what happened to them. Luca didn't even feel comfortable enough to tell his father, so I don't think you will be comfortable enough to tell the whole world his story, and I can't do that to him. I took a shower because I sweated a lot during the football match, and I gave the kids a bath. since everybody is supposed to have dinner together had no choice but to go downstairs even though I felt a bit ashamed of how I was rude. " we didn't think you would join us." Gerard said when I sat down and I may have been put under the spotlight, but I'm glad that everybody is always comfortable enough to talk about everything around here. " I'm no

