My head was throbbing. Where.... it felt like my mind was trying to forget something but it's suddenly it all came crushing down. I felt an ice cold feeling in my throat and it was squeezing the air from my lungs. Panic took over my whole body. The doctor. He was about to tell me… tell me if she… I squeezed my eyes shut, a sob ripping through me. He didn't say it, but I knew. I felt it in my bones. Eliana was gone. My precious girl, snatched away by my own monstrous actions. "Eliana." The name tore from my throat, a painful and desperate plea ringed into the silent room. Tears streamed down my face, hot and heavy, blurring the already fuzzy room. She was gone. Because of me. Because of my selfishness. If I hadn't been so blinded by revenge, if I hadn't been so consumed by the need to

