" I think I've been doing pretty great accepting our situation and what you do but I've obviously being hearing things that would it make a normal person happy and I'm not comfortable than my husband kills for a living but I love you. I think if somebody told me that I would fall for a guy that I just met and actually marry him, then I would have told them that that is b*******. I married you because I want to be with you. I could have said no, and there's nothing you could have done about that, but I said yes because I see a future between us. Everybody has been telling me that I will hate you along the way, but I'm not like other women. I made my choice and you are my choice so just show me the you that you're hiding from me." l asked, and he surprised me by standing up and towering

