Taming Inner Desires

Chapter 2 New Start

I woke up to the morning sun streaming through my curtains, I moaned but moved to get up. Shuffling around I got some toiletries and a towel and went to take a shower.

when I was done I got dressed in tight red skinnys, a black flyleafs band shirt, I got it from one of their many awesome concerts, and went to sit on my bed to pull on my black leather boots.

I went to my dresser with my make up and other products. I did the smokey eye makeup with brown instead of black because it was less harsh on my green eyes and it made them pop without me looking like an emo panda. But not too light that my face said: 'Please come talk to me.' being anti-people and that.

I put on cherry red lipstick and put on my favourite earnings, 2 huge black tear drops with sad faces in them.vI combed my black hair out and let it dry without a hair dryer it looked better because it was my natural curls.

"Morning, breakfasts on the table."My grandad said when I walked into the kitchen.

"Morning so how'd you sleep?"I asked taking a bite of my toast.

"Great until you woke me up screaming like a hooligan."He said in a emotionless tone. He had a weird way of talking it was both lifeless but to the point.

"Sorry."I mumbled.

He left the kitchen and went to the backyard while I sat and ate my food. When I was done washing my plate I gulped down my orange juice and went outside to look for gramps Greg. I found him in the shed packing things out, I saw a target board and buck pictures with targets on.

"What's all this for?"

"You're a quiet one, sneaking up on me, I'm going to teach you how to shoot." I stared at him mouth open eyes wide! Me shoot I couldn't even kill a fly without feeling terrible.

"Omg are you joking me,"I wanted to giggle but Greg's face made it stick in my throat.

"Uhm why? I don't think I can I'm not the killing type and guns are the cause for wars and horrible things."I crossed my arms.

"Well I won't always be around child, and if something happened you need to know how to protect yourself please?"He asked and his eyes softened.

I got where he was coming from so I dropped my arms and sighed in agreement.

"Good after school today you will have your first few rounds okay."

speaking of school.

"Are you going to take me today since I dunno the roads myself?"

"I can't I have a few things I have to do but I know a guy who will take you for today and the rest of the week while we wait for your parents to send your car up."

My stomach tightened, I didn't want to go to my first day of my new school with a complete stranger!!

"Don't worry kiddo, I trust him he's not gonna leave you hanging. He will take good care of my granddaughter,otherwise I will shoot him myself."

"And don't I know it Mr. Harley." I stiffened when the voice behind me spoke like silk it sent ripples of pleasure down my spine and into the deepness between me, I shifted uncomfortably.

I slowly turned around as I heard his boots crunch the dead leaves.

"Ha! Well Killian glad to know you know where you stand with me. This is Alina ,Alina this is Killian."I turned and smiled up but it faltered the moment I laid eyes on his face, I quickly regained my composure before I looked like a guppy.

He was gorgeous though ,he had soft brown hair the shade of swiss dark chocolate, his eyes were a soft green with specks of brown, his nose was straight and his lips!!!

So kissable and inviting I could feel myself getting jelly-like in the knees.

"Hi Alina nice to finally put an older face to the name and Mr. Harley your explanation of her was definitely lacking she's gorgeous and much older then the baby version you explained." I stared at him open mouth but had to stop staring and turned to my gramps who just winked and I blushed but out of frustration then anger.

"Well uhm thanks I guess, nice to meet you too Killian."

"Well you kids better get going otherwise you'll be late. See you after school honey, and be ready, okay!"

I nodded and followed Killian who had already turned to leave.

I hurried after him, he walked really fast and I couldn't seem to keep up with the long strides he took. I came around the house and heard a engine roar to life, it was a sexy sound and I knew exactly which car it would be.

I saw Killiam sitting in a sexy 1967 chevy camaro it was a cherry red colour and was glossed beyond perfection. I stood staring at it like an i***t and I could see Killian laughing to death behind the steering wheel.He hooted at me and I snapped out of my daze.

"Damn nice car." I said when I slid into the car, the seats were black and red leather.

"Thanks. I got it when it was scrap and redid almost every thing, took me forever but she's finally done and hmmm if I do say so myself, she is a beauty."

The way he sounded talking about the car made me uncomfortable again and I wished his lips would utter the same things about me. I was pulled back by his words.

"I see you kinda accentuate my car, sporting some tight red skins like that."He said biting his bottom lip while putting the car in reverse and pulling away.

I could feel my body react and I bit back biting my own lip.

I kept quiet unable to speak. I could feel the s****l tension building in the car and I swear he could smell my lust. So I decided to strike up a conversation.

"So how do you know my grandad?"

"Well I had just found this in a scrap yard and was busy taking out the cash which was alot for the condition it was in but I paid, and some thugs jumped the owner and they had beat us up pretty bad and out of no where your grandad shows up with a shot gun ready to blow their heads off, they took off but the sheriff got them a few blocks down.

I was badly beaten up. If he hadn't showed up I would have died. So I owe him alot and we like the same things so he's like my really old friend." He smiled from ear to ear while talking about my gramps and I felt a swell of pride in my chest.

"I don't know him that well, my parents stopped visiting after my gran died. I guess they thought he needed space. I'm glad you kept him company."I was sad that I hadn't demanded to see my grandad, he had no one, well atleast he had Killian who seemed like a bad ass but was genuinely nice.

He looked at me before turning back to the road. I hadn't expected Killiam to do what he did next,

"Don't feel bad my parents are assholes too." He put his hand on my leg without looking at me. I froze because I could feel tingles running up my leg and between my thighs.I gulped really loud and Killiam looked at my face then my leg, his hand was a little higher then he thought.

"Well that escalated fast." He laughed it was an honest mistake and he removed his hand and put it back on the steering wheel as if it meant nothing, but I didn't want it to be an accident, his casual brush off actually hurt and I couldn't under stand why.

I wondered why I felt so attracted to this guy, how on earth he made me feel the way I did I would give up my virginity to know (not really though so chill bitches !).

I was a little sad he made nothing of it though. I kept quiet for the rest of the drive.

When we finally arrived at my school I could see it looked exactly like my other school just a little smaller, since this town was only so big it was no suprise.

Killian drove in and parked in an empty spot near the entrance. I could see a few kids ogling at the car and some girls at Killian, I shook my head.

"Looks like they want to eat you alive. Do you know them?"I felt a little jealous but blew it off, stupid possesiveness, it was so not me, ever.

"Yeah they're the seniors of this year but I knew them when I was in my senior year last year. They're the sluts of the school better stay far from that."He winked. I giggled but then realised something .

"You aren't in school anymore??Ah man that sucks was hoping to know atleast one person."I pouted.

"Sorry your on your own but your a big girl and the boys will probably show you around just make sure that's all they do, I'll be here after school to pick you up." He smiled and in his eyes I saw a spark of something but he turned before I could see what it was.

"Thanks see ya later."I got out the car taking my empty backpack, I waved at Killiam and turned to see half the school had stopped to stare openly at me, I immediately knew why, I looked around and could see everyone was in earthy colours and the girls wore things like skirts and crop tops all farm girl small town looking... (The sluttier version!)

I definitely stood out and was actually glad, I usually blended in back home cause we all mostly looked the same, I just didn't wanna make friends with fake ass girls Eeew!!

I walked past them all heading into the main building to go and fetch my schedule and locker number.

My locker was in the east wing number 25. My first class was science which was in the north wing, all around me the school buzzed with students chatting and laughing most stopped to look who I was, a few girls glared and all I did was wink at them and grin my mischievous smile. The boys looked me up and down and a few waved at me, I just wiggled my eyebrow and went on,I finally found my class just as the bell went. I was startled when I felt a hand on the small of my back.I turned to see who it was, it looked like a teacher, he pushed me into class and I let him lead me in.

"You must be the new girl, Alina Harley?"

"Yes sir the one and only."I smiled

"I know your grandfather very well, I'm glad you could be with us early on in the year its much easier. Let me get everyone seated and then I'll seat you.

He turned to the students all standing round chatting and playing on their phones

"Students sit, phones off, mouths shut." He sternly told them everyone reacted immediately, I liked this teacher already he was cool but strict when it was time to work.

"Class, new student, please give her a warm welcome."I turned back to face the class smiling."Hi I'm Alina Harley."The guys all grinned like idiots some whistled; the girls were stiff, no surprise so I just kept smiling.

My home room and science teachers name was Mr.lock and he let me sit at the only empty table left, right at the back. I sat down and put the books away Mr.lock gave me. Class started and he was telling us we were getting assignments for the science expo coming in June after exams.

Just then the door burst open and in stormed the storm god himself.

His jet black hair shone as the ugly fluorescent lights reflected off it, his chizelled jaw was tight and his eyes were hard but they were so blue it reminded me of the deep blue sea, calm before a storm yet he looked anything but calm.

"Nice of you to join us Mr. Theseus get to your seat." The teacher seemed irritated with this guy. He didn't even acknowledge him or the class he just walked straight to me, or maybe his seat. He finally noticed me at the table and if possible he stiffened even more, I also noticed how everyone was staring at him, he was wearing Armani jeans and black T-shirt with a leather jacket, he stood out from the other guys and the girls made that clear they were all but making the floors sticky!

"Your on my seat move!" He grunted at me and I looked at him with awe at first but now was offended he spoke to me like that, he didn't even know me.

"Jerk either you accept I'm sitting here and you take the one next to me or you don't and sit on the floor." I bit back and gave him the best death glare I could muster. I heard a few people infront of me take sharp breaths, what did no one tell jerks off here? Pushovers!

He looked at me and his face dropped completely open and he stood there stunned but quickly regained his composure and sat down next to me but as far as the table would let him. I rolled my eyes and turned back to the teacher who began speaking.

The period went by fast and I was greatful, the asshole next to me wouldn't stop staring at me (He probably stared a gaping hole into my brain.) but I just ignored him and as soon as the bell went I bolted. My next few classes went by in a blur I didn't see the jerk guy again till my fourth period, drama,which was my favourite subject. I walked in greeted the teacher saying I was new he made me greet the class all the while I could feel jerk face from science stare at me. I took a seat near the back away from the evil glares the girls gave me.

"Okay while most of you know how drama works and you know we're going to do a lot of practical assignments this term, not all do so I will give out tester assignments so you can get into the swing of things. Th first assignment you will get is due for next week Wednesday so you have enough time to prepare, the assignment is one where you and a partner will choose a genre, a style and characters, then twist it so that it's an altered perspective. I thought what an epic topic this would be, he wrote down everyone's name on a piece of torn paper and threw it into his so called magic drama hat.

I laughed. He started calling out names and every one got up and walked over to their partners.

I saw there were 3 of us left, myself and too guys and just my luck one of them had to be jerk boy!

"Okay seems we are now uneven in numbers so either you three will do it together or one will do it alone."

"Sir I wouldn't mind doing it alone.." I spoke up before both the guys could speak. Jerk boy turned to me with his eyebrow raised and I felt like melting on the spot but then I remembered his attitude towards me and I rolled my eyes at him.

"Alright then that puts you Chad and Randle together since Chad is new to all this Randle you will need to guide him. Now that that's sorted here's the assignments." Handing us each one.

I looked at jerk boy, his face definitely suited his name as well as his bad attitude. Just as I thought that he turned my way glaring at me.

I felt a sudden nervousness at the look he was giving me but I just got up as the bell went and left for lunch...