What happened to Stella Bird?

4. I Remember

 When I woke up on the third day in the 2007 apartment, I suddenly remembered everything. I remembered who had killed me. I felt no pain, and I was feeling the fury coming in. My ancient family history was surfacing, and I felt like a warrior princess. Where did this come from? I don't even know how to fight, I never took self defense class or anything. But it didn't matter now, I could feel it. I just knew that I had a warrior rebirth, and from now on I was on a mission. The hunt for my killer was ON! 

The sudden shift of my internal feelings and thoughts surprised me, but at the same time I felt so strong. I felt so confident, and nothing could get to me anymore. I would hunt down my killer, and wait patiently until the right time to revenge my death. There was just one thing I could not figure out. What is the point of revenge before the happening? If I retaliate now, he won't even know why! Still feeling confident, I started my preparations. I had a lot to do, the first thing is moving. I am Stella, warrior princess and I shall not live in this condo no more. I need my castle. 

And so I began my quest to find my castle and my crew. I knew there was a crew out there for me. I just had to let the universe work it's way through the fog of humanity. This city was no place for me. My crew is not here, I don't know where they are but when I find my castle the crew will appear. I don't really know why I know, I just do. I woke up a different person, I felt it but I was not concerned about it. I could feel the old Stella disappearing, smoldering away while a lot of memories from another Stella Bird appeared. I should be scared, but all I feel is strength, confidence and courage. It felt good. Soon I would be ready for anything, and nobody will stand in my way. 

I never knew much about my family story, I never heard the whole story about the Kings. I only knew that they agreed to wed their offsprings no matter what, truly an unfair agreement to make. And look where it got me, dead and reborn. The universe is taking care of this, I have been reborn to do great things. Not just revenge my own death but go to war against this agreement. Should I not have been sent further back in time? This seems like an unlikely time to get something changed? 

Faith in the universe. Follow the leads. Go to war. It will work.