After more than fifteen years in this loveless marriage, I have given him everything he asked for except children. I never got pregnant and he could not understand why. He hated me for it, and he made my life hell but he never laid hands on me. There was two rules in my life that could never be broken. Number one, never say no. Number two, never say no. It sounds awful now, but I actually didn't think much of it at the time. I was a good girl and did my duties, every day. At first I obeyed my father, and when I turned 18 it was Luka. Now I am 36, and I feel empty. I really have no idea why I didn't get pregnant but at the same time I was unhappy and maybe that was the reason. I lived my life as a robot doing what I was told all the time. One day in the middle of october, I was sitting in the livingroom with my tea and watching something on TV. Suddenly I sensed someone in the shadows, out in the hallway. I don't know what happened next, but I could see my body from the outside. I was laying at the floor with broken glass everywhere, and so much blood. The dark red blood was flowing from my lifeless body and probably ruining the expencive carpet. Why could I see this? Where was I? What is happening to me and what am I supposed to do? Next thing I remember is waking up in a bed, a bed I did not know. In an apartment I had never seen before. I got out of the bed, looked at the clock and walked around to get some information about this situation. This was too weird, I remembered my bloody, dead body in my livingroom. But this place was totally unfamiliar to me. There was two framed pictures on the wall. It was me, and a man I did not know! I got scared and confused, but I was all alone. The apartment was nice and clean. Simple furniture and some books on a shelf, some clothes in the closet and there was some food in the fridge. The calendar showed the date and year, but surely that must be wrong? 2007? I mean, I remembered it being 2021! What the h***? I finally looked outside, and did not recognise anything there, I had to find out what had happened to me. Did I die? Am I kidn*pped and placed somewhere, in an elaborate joke? 2007. What should I do now? I looked for a phone, but could not find one. Then I got something to eat, and got dressed. These clothes are not something I would buy, but it's all I have. I looked for keys to a car, and the door. I would have to come back here, but I needed to go outside and see if I could find something to give me answers. No carkeys, okay. Then I don't have to look for a car. When I got outside I was confused. I had no idea where this place was, and I was scared to ask someone because they would probably think I was crazy. I found a grocery store, and went inside. I didn't even know what I was looking for, but I had to do something. 'Hey Stella!' I turned around and a woman waved at me. Startled I said 'Hey' and was thinking desperatly to know who this was. 'So good to see you, did you manage your stuff? I know it was a lot, but I know you are like superwoman.' I was more confused. 'Ah, yes I managed it, no problem.' And thought to myself, superwoman? A lot to manage? What is going on here? The woman touched my shoulder supportively and said, 'you just tell me og you need anything, allright? That's what good neighbours do.' She smiled and walked away. I felt like I was in someone elses life and wanted my old awful life back.