iveystorm@g*******m

Chapter 7

When I woke up I still felt like shift but the huge chunk of man thrown over me made me feel safe and my life worth living. My wakeup call happened last night and now I see that everyone was right that I needed someone better, I love Antonio but I can’t live my life with him and I might have stronger feelings for Jase than I thought. He stood up for and by me from the moment I confessed everything to him, I’m sure most men would have ran but he stood his ground and apparently “I’m his now.”

“You awake Sweets.”

His voice was deep and so sexy, he made me so….happy I guess. I rolled over to face him and his smile just lit up the whole room.

“Yeah, I wish I wasn’t though.”

His face grew all worried and I knew I had to explain.

“I mean, now that I’m awake I have to face reality, last night………”

I didn’t know how to say how I felt. He hugged me to him tighter.

“It could’ve been worst Jason, when he was done I could’ve stayed and lord knows what would have happened then. It could’ve gone differently and I could’ve died. What if I didn’t have you?

“Stop thinking like that Sweets, everything will be ok.

We laid in silence for a bit and it felt good, being held and reconfirming my worth. I never realized that I was questioning my worth before this.

My phone rang and pulled us both out of our inner thoughts. Jase got up and went over to the chair that had my over-night bag and pulled my phone out. His face immediately fell. I pushed myself up on my elbows.

“Who is it?”

“It’s him. Should I answer?”

“No just ignore it.”

It stopped ringing as he took it from me, I’m guessing it went to voicemail and after a few minutes it went off again.

“It says Caroline.”

“It’s his mom bring it here.”

“You sure?”

His worry for me made me fall harder every second. I shook my head.

When I picked up the phone Caroline was frantic. Telling me that Toni called from jail saying that he got arrested this morning for assault and domestic violence and he can’t make bail because this was his second arrest this year for that charge. It hurt hearing how worried she was but he deserved it. I couldn’t even get a word in, she kept apologizing and begging me to drop the charges. What made me snap though was how she said that if I didn’t his career and life would be over. I felt so dumb, this woman didn’t care about me only her son.

“Listen Caroline I’m not dropping the charges again, your son needs help. I don’t care about his career or his life anymore not after the things he’s done, not after last night.”

The phone went silent and I knew she finally got that I was serious.

“Goodbye and please don’t call my phone again, and the same goes for your son.”

I hung up and took a deep breath, I felt so good. My mom would have said my child you have finally seen the light, and I had. I had no future with Toni and both he and his family could go stick it.

Jase was staring at me the whole time. I saw a mixture of pride, hope, sadness and a hint of love.

“I’m going to get us something to eat Sweets take all the time you need to get ready.”

“Ready for what?”

“Well I called Mark last night and he is coming over today…….”

I was so sad because I knew he was going to be mad.

“He said he was coming at 1 and it’s already 12:30”

“Ok.”

“He is just worried babe, he wants to make sure you are good. He knows I called the cops and what happened.”

I didn’t say anything, just laid in the bed. I could see he understood the position I was in and I loved that. When he was heading out I felt the need to let him know how I feel.

“Jason thank you so much, you have been such a rock for me.”

“That’s what a man is for Sweets, I’m there for you no worries.”

He gave me his dimpled smile and my heart melted. It was confirmed now I’m in deep for Jason Highland. It took me around twenty minutes to get ready. I had the longest shower ever and when I came out Jase had laid out a pair of his sweats and a T's that read The University of Cambridge. They smelt like him and I reveled in.

When I got downstairs Jason was making eggs and bacon.

“Hey that smells great.”

“Come on over and grab a plate.”

We were almost done eating when the doorbell rang and my face just dropped. My fears were confirmed when Jase showed Mark into the living area. He looked so sad when he saw my face.

“Ivey how did this happen and why did you not call me?

“It’s a long story Mark, but she’s really tired right now.”

I’m so glad Jason took over the conversation, I don’t know how Mark would think about what happened with us the last two days. They talked for a few and then Mark explained that he had to go get his daughter from the neighbour. He gave me a kiss on my forehead, promised to check-in over the next few days and that I should work from home. When he told me to work from home I realized he was looking between Jason and me.

When Mark left both Jason and I could breathe freely. I could see him relax.

“That was just different.”

“I know he’s just like my dad, I could see how hurt he was.”

“No Sweets, I mean Mark has realized that there is something up with us. He knows we left something out of the story."

I knew he was right but I didn’t know what was between us and I didn’t want to assume.

“Jason why are you doing this for me?”

He sat there staring at me and his eyes began turning dark.

“We have had this conversation before Ivey, I want you and to be truthful I believe I can give you what you need in life no questions asked. You know that too.”

I didn’t know that but I had a feeling that he could make me happy. I just didn’t want to think about it now my life was just too complicated.

“Jason we both know that I like you and I’m attracted to you, but we don’t know each other well enough and I have so much going on right now.”

He made no moves and didn’t stop looking into my eyes.

“I don’t expect you to marry me Sweets, all I want is a chance to show you what we could have. Turn over control to me just for a bit and see how it goes.”

I sat there thinking about it, the idea of it all seemed so thrilling and it intrigued me. He got up from the single-seat and came over to sit next to me on the sectional. He made no moves to touch me which made me both sad and happy. When he spoke again his voice was low and seductive

“I can make it worth your wild Ivey, you felt that connection the first day we met and in the car on Saturday. We have something, open up your mind and explore life, you’ve been locked away for a long time babe………

Let me set you free.”

With that he pulled me close and kissed me, I literally melted into him. The kiss was sweet yet demanding. He wanted me to give in and give him what he wanted and what I desired. It felt so good I moaned into his mouth.

The longer it went on the hotter it got, we began tugging and pulling at each other’s clothes like animals. He broke the kiss to remove his shirt but he didn’t join our lips again, he just sat there watching me take him all in.

“Come upstairs with me.”

It wasn’t a question and I obeyed. Instantly getting up, he took me hand and led me to the stairs. On our way up we passed the room we shared last night, and I gave him a questioning look,

“Last night you didn’t offer yourself to me I wasn’t going to take you to my bed without knowing it’s what you wanted too.”

So I guess we were going to his room. We walked all the way to the end of the hall and entered the room through double doors. The room was beautiful, the walls were painted white and grey, the furniture was all black but the bed is what stood out the most. It was huge, a king I guessed, with four posters and a leather headboard. It screamed masculinity. I was so in awe I didn’t realize he was staring at me, he did it so often but I didn’t look away when we made I contact this time.

“You like it?”

“Yes, it’s beautiful.”

He smiled and his dimples dug deep. Before I knew it was up against him and the door.

“I’m glad you like it Sweets because I have every intention of f*****g you on it until you get what I mean when I say…..You are mine now.”

His words made me instantly wet.

He bent his head and took my lips and my body couldn’t do anything but react. We made out for what felt like hours but was only minutes. I hadn’t realized he was moving me as we kissed until the back of my feet hit the bed, then I fell onto it.

He stood over me and watched as I squirmed in his gaze.

“I know what you went through yesterday was hard Sweets so at any point, I cross a line tell me to stop and I will……..I promise.”

I knew he meant it and the fact that he was thinking about me not his carnal desires just made me melt. How could I not want this man?

He leaned over me and kissed my eyes, nose, lips and then each ear, when he kissed my left ear he lingered and then said in a deep husky voice.

“I’m going to make love to you now.”

All I could manage to do was moan. He kissed a trail down my neck as he slipped his large hands under my top, took my breasts squeezed and massaged them. It felt so good, I pushed further into his touch.

I could feel him growing against my belly, he was truly as turned on as I was. He stopped sucking at my neck and I whimpered. He looked down at me and the desire in his eyes could not be mistaken for anything else. I wasn’t a victim to him right now, I was a woman he wanted and was definitely going to take.

He pulled my top off and as I was about to cover myself he held my hands then pushed them together over my head.

“You’re so beautiful Ivey, don’t ever try to hide it.”

I had to close my eyes the intimacy of it all was just too much but as I tried to distant myself he took a n****e into his mouth and sucked. He nibbled, sucked and pinched my n*****s until they were erect and hurt. I wanted more, I was grinding against him and the moans alone were a sign that I needed him but he wasn’t ready.

He sat up and I automatically did the same so I could reach for his c**k but he stopped me.

“My turn Sweets, you pleased me already, lie back down and lift your hips.”

His voice was so husky I could see he was fighting his desire to remain in control so he could make this special for me and I appreciated it so much, so I did exactly as I was told. He pulled the sweat pants and my underwear off, I was so embarrassed as he held up my lace, purple leopard print panties and smiled.

“Nice but I loved the lavender ones better.”

He smiled and I laughed, it was just so calm, so free I had nothing like when Toni and I had s*x. It was always quick and empty, even before we got engaged.

He ran his fingers through my p***y and it immediately pulled me from my thoughts, it felt so good I moaned. His fingers were huge, long and course but with every rub my cunt got wetter and pulsed, it’s like he wanted me to beg and to be honest I would’ve. He stuck a finger in and we both moaned this time.

“Your p***y is calling me baby, how long has it been?”

How did know? Toni was just always busy and never tried or turned away when I did.

“Tell me.”

It was a command.

“Four months.”

I was ashamed, so I looked away.

“Hey look at me, don’t be embarrassed it’s just me and I feel great that I’m going to be the first in four months Sweets.”

“How did you know?”

He leaned towards my ear and whispered.

“Because of how tight your p***y is.”

My p***y as if knowing she was being complemented started jumping. He pulled me until my butt was hanging off the bed. He then got down on his knees and sucked my on my clit. It was such a shock I shouted his name and grabbed for his head.

“You taste so sweet baby.”

He continued sucking and licking, it was so much to contain. My moans got louder and I knew I was about to come, I guess he did too because he stuck two fingers in me and began pumping, I came instantly.

We were both panting for breath but he didn’t seem fazed at all. He got to his feet and pulled his c**k out of his pants and lord I was soaking again. He was a lot bigger than I remembered but my mouth watered anyway. His rod was completely dark chocolate and the head was a dark shade of pink. He was so hard that he stood at attention and I could see the veins pulsing. I wanted him in me.

He took it in his hand and began pumping it, I was surprised when it visibly got larger.  He then rubbed the head on my p***y and I couldn’t help but push down a bit.

“Someone’s greedy.”

I knew he wanted it as bad as I did. His eyes were dark and he was visibly losing control. Then just as he had put his c**k to my entrance and decided to put us both out of our misery, we heard someone downstairs.

“Jason Tristan Highland, where are you?”