Unrequited love

The Start of Something

The week goes on with me avoiding everybody. On Friday, I am wearing a black dress under the dress. I'm wearing a black bikini, black sneakers, makeup on point, and beautiful ringlets. My hair lies on my back. At my locker, I spun into Jax. Augh, I fell on my ass. Ouch (standing up, bitting my lower lip) I'm sorry my bad (looking down at the ground). Hi Jaxson. Tara's voice listen b***h, watch you are doing (shoving me against my locker). I spun around grabbing Tara by her throat. Listen b***h, touch me again, and I will bet the s**t out of you. Mrs. Brooksman, Ms. Knowles. Did you just shove Vydianna? I accidentally bumped into her, Miss. (thinking Oh you b***h). Mrs. Brooksman, I'm OK. No harm done.

Jax looks at me smiling, (mouthing sorry). I walk out of school, getting into the car as I slip off my dress. I drive off to the beach. I can see Jax in the review mirror on this Harley. I haven't had this smile like this since my old boyfriend. It felt like I was being chased by Jax. I pulled into a parking spot next to the beach. Getting out, I grab my board and a towel. Jax pulls up next to me. Holy f**k Vyd (Jax's voice is like honey). What's up (as I walk towards the beach) Jax? You look stunning, Jax says. Thank you. What are you doing, he asks? Going surfing. Mind, if I watch, I need to calm down, he says? You ok? Would you like to talk? I'm a good listener.

Jax: She broke up with me because I asked if you were OK. I tried to explain that we just spoke once. She slapped me and told me she was f*****g one of my friends. Oh! s**t I'm so sorry darlin. That's not OK. How long have you two been together? Five years she is graduating in a week. Wow (Whistling). Yea, I can understand how you feel. My ex did the same to me. We only dated for a year, but I get it. As the night continued, we talked, my phone rang. My dad. Hey dad, it's ten o'clock at night, young lady. Huh, oh dam, sorry been talking to Jax Keller, our neighbor. Sorry I didn't realize dad. Promise to be home soon. Ok sweet girl. Looking at Jax, I had better go because it's getting late.

Jax: All good thanks for listening. Anytime love. Thanks for asking if I'm OK.

Arriving home, Sara and my father were sitting in the kitchen. I'm home, sorry it's so late. Young Lady kitchen now, Sara says in that condescending tone. Coming. Yes Sara, what's wrong with you? 10:30 young lady. Explain yourself now. I told dad I was talking with Jax Keller, our neighbor. He needed someone to talk to. His girlfriend broke up with him because he asked how I was because I fell down. I'm OK. I didn't get hurt. He was just checking in on me. I could tell he needed to talk. So we started talking and i didn't realize that it was so late. I'm truly sorry. Really young lady. You are already lying to us. I give up. I'm going to bed. Good night dad I love you so much. Good night sweet girl. I love you too.

I text Jax. Hey, you are good night. Sorry again about today. Sweet Dreams. Sweet dreams to you Vydianna. May your dreams be full of peace and happiness. May your dreams be full of peace and happiness. Putting my phone on the charger. Hmmm Jax Keller so f*****g hot as hell, I mumbled before falling to sleep. Slowly drifting into a dream, (I could see my mom and Jaxson talking at the beach in Hawaii. The sunset the purple hue, pink, orange and blue. My mom was smiling, giving me Jaxson's hand. He's a good man sweetie keep him close, my sweet girl.) MOM! I cry out.