Chapter 3 : By the next morning, the village no longer belonged to Alya alone. Everywhere she went, whispers followed. They curled through the air like smoke, thin but impossible to ignore.
At the well, two women filling their pails leaned closer to one another, their voices hushed but sharp.
“The man came again yesterday. Walked beside her, as if they’d known each other for years.”
“City men don’t walk for nothing. He must want something. Maybe even Alya herself.”
The words slid across Alya’s skin like nettles. She kept her head bowed, pulling the rope carefully, the bucket of water heavy in her hands. She told herself it did not matter, that rumors were as common as the crows circling the paddy fields. But inside, a knot began to form, pulling tighter with every whisper.
When she reached the market later that day, the knot only grew heavier. Adrian was there again, standing by a fruit stall, his sleeves rolled up as though he had decided he belonged here. Villagers passed him in a slow stream, their eyes darting sideways, their smiles too wide, too eager. Some greeted him politely, while others lingered, pretending to examine vegetables just to steal another glance.
Alya wanted to disappear. She lowered her head, tried to keep her steps quiet, but Adrian noticed her instantly. His gaze found her in the crowd, steady and unflinching, and his lips curved into a small smile. Not the smile of a stranger, not the smile of a passerby, but the smile of someone who meant to stay.
She pretended not to see. She walked quickly toward Mak Som’s stall, placing her basket down with a little more force than necessary. Mak Som’s sharp eyes caught everything. The old woman leaned forward, a sly grin tugging her lips.
“Ah, Alya. You came. And look who else came with you again.”
Alya’s cheeks burned. “He is not with me,” she muttered, fumbling with the coins in her palm.
But Adrian stepped closer, his presence filling the small space like a shadow and a light all at once. “Good morning,” he said, his voice calm, his tone respectful, though something in his eyes lingered just a second too long on her face.
Mak Som chuckled knowingly. “Good morning, young man. You buy fruit again today?”
“Yes,” Adrian replied easily. He picked up two mangoes, weighed them in his hand, and then glanced toward Alya. “But maybe I should ask her which ones are sweeter.”
The words were simple, harmless even, but they made Alya’s breath falter. Around them, the market seemed to pause. Women exchanged looks, children whispered, men shook their heads with amused curiosity.
Alya pushed the money toward Mak Som quickly. “Just these vegetables,” she said, her voice tight, and without waiting for change she turned to leave.
But footsteps followed. Steady, unhurried, refusing to let her walk alone.
When they reached the edge of the market road, Adrian spoke again, his voice softer this time. “I do not mean to cause trouble for you.”
Alya’s fingers tightened around the basket handle. “Then stop coming back.”
He was quiet for a moment. The only sound was the rustle of trees, the faint cries of vendors calling out their wares. Then he said, “I cannot.”
The words struck her harder than she expected. She should have been angry. She should have told him to leave, to never return. But instead, her heart beat faster, each thud echoing through her chest like footsteps on a bridge she was afraid to cross.
She walked faster, leaving him behind. But even when she reached home, closed the wooden door, and set the basket down on the floor, his voice lingered in her mind.
I cannot.