Fight To Live

Facing The Past

Third Person POV

It was the day of party where everyone was present except Maxim. It was Sierras decision to punish him on the same day when he committed the sin, when he did the injustice.

Everyone was shocked when they found out that it was the same day as the day of celebration and they wanted to stop the celebration but didn't as per Sierras request, but they still felt guilty as none of them could even think that it would be the same day and they were planning it from more then a week, they thought she must have been in pain but couldn't do anything.

Lily was currently staying with them in the mansion till Sierra could get her justice, they didn't t had any discussion on where Sierra would live after all this finishes but it was clear with Benji's behavior that he was afraid that she would leave him, but none of them said anything because of the happiness and relief they saw in Sierras eyes when she saw her sister alive.

Most of all they all still couldn't find out that how did Lily entered their house without being detected by the guards, and it was funny for Lily seeing Dani frustrated as he still couldn't get it out of her that how did she entered, and she was having fun seeing him while on the other hand Dani couldn't do anything thing to Lily firstly because she was a women and they didn't tortured women until necessary and secondly because she was Sierras sister.

 It was evening when the party started and almost all the guest were there including Maxim, Brian was just blankly staring at everyone while Sierra and Lily were in their room as Lily couldn't face the past in front of so many people, so they decided to face him after the party is over and everyone leaves while Dani would stop him from leaving.

"Brain lets go", Julie took his hand in hers intertwining their hands and tugged him towards her room while he just followed like a puppet who was working on others orders.

She made him sit on her bed and calmly sat beside while she stared at his face saying nothing. She couldn't help and feel pain for him as it looked lie his fathers past was very hard for him mainly because he couldn't believe that the girl he has started loving as a sister was really going to be his sister in past but didn't because he did something unforgivable to her family.

"Brian, Brian , BRIAN", Julie called him when he didn't answer getting frustrated she shouted shaking him jerking him out of his trance.

Julie POV

"Huh?", he questioned me dumbly his this behavior is too heart breaking I have never seen him so lost in his thought's, he is suffering silently and I know it but I cant do anything except being there for him.

"Cry, Brian just cry all you want", I said hugging him to me. For a few minutes he didn't do anything there was not even a single movement I was going to move away but he suddenly hugged me tight to him and his body was shaking because he was sobbing with his head on my chest and I could feel his tears which were wetting my shirt.

I sighed because, I was literally trying to make him cry from th day we got to now all about the past but he wouldn't budge and I think he broke today only because we all now his father has to face the past today.

Even though from that day Sam was always with him to make sure he was fine but it looked like he suddenly built walls around him keeping everyone away from him and he wouldn't break his walls no matter what.

"Why?", he asked me after fifteen minutes of crying.

"What why?", I asked him back while staring in his eyes who again started watering looking at me and his expressions to pained which is just braking my heart.

"Why did he do it?, that too to a women he wanted to marry and make my mother, because of him Sierra suffered all these years she wasted so many years of her life just in search of their culprits when she could do other things right like, like on going picnics or by living wit Benji uncle instead of being alone, its all his fault that so many people suffered and they paid the price by their lives for loving him, its not fair", he said and again burst out crying.

I don't think its right to say this but I am confused that what do I  feel like being mad, sadness, happy, or should I laugh, I am feeling all these emotions at once. I am feeling mad at Maxim because of he did, I am feeling sad for Sierra because no matter what her childhood was destroyed especially with those nightmares which she still haves after all these years, or should I laugh at Brian because he is too cute right now like a baby that I seriously want to coo him.

And thinking all these I really feel like I am mad because I know that right now everything is serious but I cant help it so controlling all my emotions I just rub his back while he cries and whisper sweet nothings in his ear just to calm him down.

After his breakdown I didnt feel like going back to the party so I just stayed with him in my room waiting for the party to finish, I just lay down on bed with him still hugging me like a baby bear.

I just hope no matter what ever happens it just dont effect Brian more then it already has, it may have been only a few months since we now Sierra but what I can say for sure for her is that while she takes her decision for Maxim she will keep Brian and his feelings in mind.