Fight To Live

You are not a Monster

Third Person POV

To answer her dad she closed her eyes and said something shocked them all.

"I killed the first one seven years ago when I was ten and dad you came exactly the next day I killed him after I tortured him for exactly three months and made them horrible like those three hours of my life he begged for death every moment I made him pay for everything he had done to my mother and to any other women I made him remember her every moment in his pain I didn't spare him I didn't spare the others and I wont spare the last one too", Sierra said this while looking into her fathers eyes without any remorse.

Benji could see in Sierras eyes that she didn't feel guilty of killing him nor did she regret it till now he could all he saw in her eyes was pain immense pain and only he could see the determination in her eyes determination to seek justice but he was sure that she was seeking justice more for herself then her mother as her eyes has seen something too cruel something that scarred her for life and although she wouldn't admit it but he can see that she wants to cry and curse herself but she didn't.

Ken was shocked to listen all this information it was a hard pill to swallow and he was more shocked to see that she didn't isolate herself from the world like he did after what he saw they were not even related to him but he isolated himself and suddenly lost himself to the world but Sierra didn't on the contrary she faced the world head-on while he just gave up on his life. He couldn't process that a four year old that saw her mother getting r***d didn't give herself up but has grown up in a beautiful women.

When Sierra had comforted him he had already got this feeling that she knows what he is going through he could feel it that she has gone through it too but her pain was more immense that time he decided to be under Sierras wing and protect her and support her in her every decision till now he didn't realize that she doesn't need it because she is too strong for her own good he needs to protect those who cant protect themselves.

On the other hand Sam was trying to control his tears and be strong for her and support her because he wanted to help her get justice because he was also in pain as he got to know that his first love has been in so much pain for so many years what she has seen he wouldn't even wish his enemies to go through it but his first love has gone through it he couldn't think of a way to lesson her from her pain because he knew no matter what he does he couldn't lesson her pain. 

"The second one?", asked Dani others looked at him confused as they couldn't understand his question but as it was directed towards Sierra but she understood immediately that what was he asking.

 "I was finding him for two years after I killed the first one but without a name and only his face in my memory I couldn't find him and one day I suddenly saw him and then I searched about him and found out that he lives in the mountains I thought it was fishy so I tracked him on the tack when I was going to kill him Ken got kidn*pped I was keeping an eye on everyone but when he and another one of the boys got kidn*pped I instantly knew something was wrong and there was no way someone could hide anyone in the middle of mountains except for someone who lives there so I tracked him and found his house but there was no one but then I heard loud screams and wails and I found him and Ken I am still sorry that I was late because I could have saved you and you wouldn't have to go through it because I know how it feels and from that psycho old man I got the whereabouts of the second one and I killed him when I barged into his house exactly like the day he barged in my house unannounced and made my life hell.

"I killed the second last one a year back and now I am in search of the last one. There is nothing I found about him yet and that I am sorry really.", Sierra said and looked down on her lap as he couldn't face her father suddenly with a guilty expression.

 "For what?", Benji said while making her look at her and took hold of her hand.

"I am sorry because the only reason I came here was not just because I missed you Yeah it is my first reason but there is something else that you don't know right now that is that I found the last one and he is here and I have to find him I will find him and punish hi  for whatever he has done to me and my family after his death I will be able to sleep in peace I know that I am a monster who kills from a age of ten but I needed justice for them", Sierra said looking looking else where as he know she made a mistake which didn't go unnoticed by Benji.

"Them? ", asked Benji with a hint of question.

"I mean us", said Sierra fast seeming all nervous.

But Benji kept his eyes on her waiting for her to answer.

"I am sorry dad I cant tell you more but what I can tell you is there are many more strong  that I didn't tell you but I will soon  and I am sorry dad for disappointing you I am a monster", said Sierra looking at her father who shook his head.

"You are not a monster", said two voices together in which one belonged to Sam and the other to Ken.