Fight To Live

Half Confession

Sierra POV

I don't know where am I last thing I remember is OH God my dad was shot and I was taking him to the hospital and now where ever I see is darkness a pitch black dark I cant even see my own hand.

Did I die no no no I cant die I have to find the last culprit and give him what he deserves a miserable life and a more horrible death I will give him both I will make him remember and then make him pay I cant die I wont die I don't allow it till I get my family justice I cant die.

I tried hard opening my eyes but couldn't it felt like the God didn't want me open them so that I wont be able to punish him but I wont give up I will fight death and even the God if I have to I have lived my life's so many years in search of those four who destroyed my family and he is the last one.  

I will wake up and show him hell after a lot of struggles I opened them but immediately closed it as the sun light strike my eyes slowly I adjusted them to the sunlight and opened them and the first thing that came to my view are white walls and I know exactly where I am I have visited this place way too many times.

I am in a hospital but the question is why? The more I remember the  more I get sure that dad got shot so why am I admitted when I looked around me there are machines hooked to me when I tried to move my hand I couldn't I looked down and saw that Sam is holding my hand in between both of his and his head is rested beside it he is sleeping.

His black hair is fallen on his forehead while his nose is red and why it is red is beyond my imagination he has bags under his eyes with my free hand I removed his hair from his face he is handsome a totally God version of hotness I caressed his cheek lightly questioning myself can I ever live like a normal teenage girl like every other teenage? 

Can I ever feel something for anyone? Can I ever be able to be in a relationship with anyone after what I saw that night? The most horrible night of my life which has destroyed my life my childhood, my teenage or maybe it might also destroy my whole future.

While I was thinking I didn't realized that Sam has woken up because the next second Sam smashed his lips on mine in a needy kiss like he wants to make sure that I am okay I returned his kiss with equal intensity when he started sucking on my lower lip when I pushed him back for a much needed breath he broke the kiss but kept his forehead on mine and smiled.

" Is dad fine? tell me he is okay please tell me nothing happened to him?", I asked him the most important question that was in my mind while controlling my panic. To my questions answer he nodded his head which was an assurance from him that he is indeed fine.

"Now why am I admitted when dad was shot I must have fainted because I didn't had anything the whole day I don't need to be admitted for it", after my this statement he kept looking at me curiously for a good few minutes when I raised an eyebrow at him he answered my question.

"You didn't fainted because of fatigue or weakness but because you were shot but didn't realized it and WAIT first let me call the doctor I totally forgot you just woke up", he said this and went out of the room in hurry and now I realized that indeed my chest hurts so I was shot on my chest.

Third Person POV

After Serra woke up everyone was relieved and doctor told everyone to just make her relax for a few days Sierra and Benji were shifted in to a single room Benji was extremely proud of his daughter but didn't said anything while on the other side Sierra was feeling extremely guilty for not telling her father anything because Ken had already filled her in about what happened and how much they all know and Sierra decided that she will at least tell them half of her past because if she still keeps things from them they would be heart broken and will think that she doesn't trust them while the truth is the exact opposite.

Next two weeks went in a blur where most of the time Sierra would be accompanied by Brian as Sam has told him because he is busy with his dad in taking care of the people that broke into their house as Benji is also admitted while Ken took Bela with him because he doesn't want her to think that she is a burden on the family.

Today both Benji and Sierra got discharged when they reached home it was late in afternoon and Sierra decided to gather some courage and confess, 

Sierra, Benji, Samuel, Julie, Dani, Ana, Brian and Ken were settled on the couches in living room when Sierra cleared her throat loudly to gain attention and everyone stopped their conversations and all eyes turned to her.

"I want to confess about my past", When she said that every face turned serious and bodies stiff Brian thought he didn't had the right to know so he decided to leave and stood up but was stopped by Sierras voice.

"Don't go Brian in the past few weeks you have become more of a brother to me so I want you to stay", Brian nodded and sat down again.

Everyone was waiting for Sierra to start and she took a deep breath to calm her nerves and started,

"I can tell you only half of the truth right now because I am not sure if I could keep myself together if I confess everything and don't interrupt in between because I wont be able to continue", everyone nodded which Sierra couldn't see as she has closed her eyes to keep her together and tears started to fall from her closed nights as she recalled her memories.

"My full name Sierra Claws I had never seen my father because when I was in my mothers womb he died i a car crash that fell from hills II have lived with my mother till I was four one night four drunk men broke into our house all four of them were drunk they were trying to touch my mom so I thought that I had to be the man of the family and protect when one of them tried to grab her hand I took hold of it and bite it down hard in which result he slapped hard and I fell on the floor I didn't fainted but from that one all my energy left my body and and and", Sierra couldn't continue as it was too hard for her in result both her hands were squeezed one from Sam and the other by Benji which was the reassurance that she needed so she continued.

"And these eyes saw as her mother was r***d in front of her eyes by four men brutally and these eyes also as her mother gave up after this and slit her wrists in front of her four year daughter ", Sierra finished and heard multiple gasp in the room but she wasn't finished yet and she didn't dared to look up.

"I saw as my mother kept on screaming for three hours I heard her pleas a four year old saw and understood that her mother was being severely violated I saw as my mother took her last breaths they left after three hours and they saw my mother slit her wrists but they totally forgot my existence and left in her last breaths I promised her that I will fight to live and get her justice", Sierra kept on saying while others were just crying even Dani the most stone hearted person cried too.

"You all might think that I am a monster but if getting justice means becoming a monster then I am a monster", Sierra finished but kept strong while everyone else cried for her seeing this she smiled that there are people for her now. 

When after half an hour everyone calmed down she said something that made everyone alert.

"I have another confession to do", when she said this everyone got serious and paid her attention.

"I have killed three of them I don't kill everyone that tries to r**e but I killed three of those who r***d my mother and I am still in search of the last one I have not not forgotten their faces I can never forget them", Sierra finishes while everyone stares at her shocked.

"When? ", This was the only question asked by Benji and the answer Sierra gave him shook everyone to their core.