(This part happened before and during Ben being back at the pack)
I’m going to be completely honest, me driving a car, let alone Ben’s Jeep…. It was scary when I walked around to the driver’s seat, hoisting myself up and looking around, feeling the presence of my mate disappearing. That still was the worst.
We hadn’t been apart for a second since he marked me. Now that he was leaving, it was leaving me empty in a way that was so much more awful than I ever imagined it would be, pure darkness spreading around my limbs where I was sitting and just trying to figure out if I even remembered how to drive…. I like walking, and I never had the funds to get a car, even if I had taken my driver’s license last year…. Before all this…. I made a purr seeing the babies awake. They could feel me. The
